16th of February 2009

well.... 1st time ever since i had moved to my new hse tat i overslept my alarm....... shd say i did not even put alarm..... last nite b4 i tune in to sleep, i kept thinking if i had oredi set my alarm n sum part of me wanted to check 1st b4 going to sleep but bcos i was too tired, i decided against it...... n tats how i woke up at 8.10am!!!! i rushed like h**l jz so tat i wld not b so late for work..... i reached office by 9 though..... lucky me....... i guess the main reason is tat today not much cars as most factory are shut down due to the slow market.....

reached office n tot today will not b so bz as the market is slow but mana tau, my 'dear' partner is on EL which left me stranded viv so many customers viv their stuffs..... 1 customer but numerous requests..... do til i so pik chik tat i 'DND' my phone so tat nobody can pass calls to me..... n x-partner who sat opposite viv nth to do did not even help..... sampai customer oso kenot tahan n ask me y she like tat wan..... wat can i do? i hv no say to ask to come help me rite? infact during tat situation, if she had more initiative, she wld hv came to help vivout me asking her la, rite? if i ask n she dun wan to, i lagi kek si la...... sumtimes, ppl shd learn to offer help vivout others asking for it...... if ppl were to voice up n ask, u will b very malu d lo...... ppl alwix say 'wat goes ard comes ard'...... not tat i m cursing or wat la but i blieve in tat lo...... so let it b la..... i ended up serving customers til almost 5pm oni the last customer left n i can finally start viv my balancing......... haih..... by the time finish everything oredi so tired d..... really no life lo.... oredi no life, sum more work like tat lagi no life.....

how come la my life can bcome like tis? when everyone ard is attached, i m all alone by myself..... haih..... sad.....