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Sunday, September 26, 2010
26th sept 2010
I FINALLY GET U!!!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!! today, i finally got my 3gs.... can't wait to start using.... now its charging n my upgraded plan can start using tomolo evening onwards... yippeee......
Sunday, August 29, 2010
29th August 2010
erin came to pg today n brought along her bf to intro to my family..... but they oni managed to meet me today s my parents was not free..... anyway, she was telling me how her bf changed fr using iphone 3gs to iphone4... n i took the chance to ask bout the diffs n which he wld recommend..... manatau, he recommended iphone4 which now left me in dilemma as to 3gs 16gb or iphone4...... fickle minded..... i m very fickle minded..... even the fortune teller said so too after reading my chart...... now i really dun noe which to take....
Saturday, July 31, 2010
31st July 2010
well.... i din wan to blog today actually, but i read aun's gf's blog regarding his family problems n i felt a part of it too..... the whole thing actually happened mid last mth.... fr the post, aun's stepfather had passed away after falling down.... n worst is, his eldest stepsister who is 14yrs old, is currently pregnant!!!! aun is helpless n dun noe wat to do.... it got me thinking if 'he' noes bout tis.... i've oni met their stepfather n stepsisters once but i felt a bond viv them.... esp their mother but viv 2 bad news at once, its really so hard to digest.... i hope aun will b strong cos now, his mother n stepsisters will b looking at him to care for them.... i noe his burden will b increased..... not sure if 'he' wl actually take up his responsibility as the eldest brother to care for his mother n half sisters esp when 1 of them is pregnant....... i jz pray for everything to b better for their mother.....
yesterday nite, OYL, YSL, LCC n i went to Cafe de Strada for dinner (its suppose to b a bday celebration for OYL n YSL).... i actually knew the owners of tis cafe n 1 of them, Mr Wan, actually asked me a few times since their opening to go over n dine n then give feedback.... unfortunately, during tat time, i was quite bz as i was preparing for exams n went travelling sum more.... so finally yesterday nite, i was there..... the food was ok.... western n oriental oso hv.... but we had western.... the spaghetti carbonara was good, the mango frappes is nice, the environment is good too (better when compared to Harvest In), the price is ok lo but if compare viv Harvest In, then its a little too pricey d..... n additionally, Mr Wan can actually sing!!!! his voice was so good n i was mesmerized by him.... u c.... i like talented guys... esp where the talent is in music..... anyway, i m oni jz fulfilling his request to go n try food.....
tis past week was quite bz as zz went to bangi for training... though there is a relief CSR but i was still very bz.... n sum more i felt so so tired.... everyday oso very sleepy n tired.... jz now after work, i immediately went home to catch a nap b4 i went to meet up viv OYL, YSL & LCC for dinner.... eventhough i nap for 2hrs, i woke up feeling blur n eventually, my tummy is not feeling so good..... 2weeks oredi, i m feeling like tat.... s more hor, for the past few weeks, i hv bcame very gau ciak lo... had lunch at 12.30pm but by 4pm, i oredi feel very hungry..... haih..... so now hv to eat sumthing at 4pm n then go home eat rice..... plus, tis whole week, i oredi broke 2 glasses d..... last sat, i broke a bowl n wed nite, i broke my brother's fav glass...... haih.... dun noe wat is wrong oso...... had a few cuts but nothing serious......
yesterday nite, OYL, YSL, LCC n i went to Cafe de Strada for dinner (its suppose to b a bday celebration for OYL n YSL).... i actually knew the owners of tis cafe n 1 of them, Mr Wan, actually asked me a few times since their opening to go over n dine n then give feedback.... unfortunately, during tat time, i was quite bz as i was preparing for exams n went travelling sum more.... so finally yesterday nite, i was there..... the food was ok.... western n oriental oso hv.... but we had western.... the spaghetti carbonara was good, the mango frappes is nice, the environment is good too (better when compared to Harvest In), the price is ok lo but if compare viv Harvest In, then its a little too pricey d..... n additionally, Mr Wan can actually sing!!!! his voice was so good n i was mesmerized by him.... u c.... i like talented guys... esp where the talent is in music..... anyway, i m oni jz fulfilling his request to go n try food.....
tis past week was quite bz as zz went to bangi for training... though there is a relief CSR but i was still very bz.... n sum more i felt so so tired.... everyday oso very sleepy n tired.... jz now after work, i immediately went home to catch a nap b4 i went to meet up viv OYL, YSL & LCC for dinner.... eventhough i nap for 2hrs, i woke up feeling blur n eventually, my tummy is not feeling so good..... 2weeks oredi, i m feeling like tat.... s more hor, for the past few weeks, i hv bcame very gau ciak lo... had lunch at 12.30pm but by 4pm, i oredi feel very hungry..... haih..... so now hv to eat sumthing at 4pm n then go home eat rice..... plus, tis whole week, i oredi broke 2 glasses d..... last sat, i broke a bowl n wed nite, i broke my brother's fav glass...... haih.... dun noe wat is wrong oso...... had a few cuts but nothing serious......
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
very meaningful
FRIENDS
Accepts you as you are
Believes in you
Calls you just to say "Hi!"
Doesn't give up on you
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Helps you
Invites you over
Just to "be" with you
Keeps you close at heart
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your lives
Never judges
Offers support
Picks you up
Quiets your fears
Raise your spirits
Says nice things bout you
Tells you the truth all the time
Understands you
Values you
Walks beside you
eXplains things when you don't understand
Yells when you won't listen
and Zaps you back to reality
TATS WAT FRENS R FOR!!!! CHERISH THEM WHILE YOU CAN...... WHILE THEY CAN DO ALL THE ABOVE FOR YOU, YOU CAN DO THE SAME FOR THEM TOO!!! 5 MUSKS, I LOVE YOU GALS!!!!!
Accepts you as you are
Believes in you
Calls you just to say "Hi!"
Doesn't give up on you
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Helps you
Invites you over
Just to "be" with you
Keeps you close at heart
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your lives
Never judges
Offers support
Picks you up
Quiets your fears
Raise your spirits
Says nice things bout you
Tells you the truth all the time
Understands you
Values you
Walks beside you
eXplains things when you don't understand
Yells when you won't listen
and Zaps you back to reality
TATS WAT FRENS R FOR!!!! CHERISH THEM WHILE YOU CAN...... WHILE THEY CAN DO ALL THE ABOVE FOR YOU, YOU CAN DO THE SAME FOR THEM TOO!!! 5 MUSKS, I LOVE YOU GALS!!!!!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
18th of July 2010
so long update blog liao cos too many things happened n it happened so fast n i was pretty bz after the last post..... last post was a happy post for frens.... but both ppl did not hv a happy ending......
i m no longer an aunty cos she had a miscarriage which oso on the other hand a blessing in disguise cos her husband is cheating outside...... at 1st, she had not wanted the child but after tat, she tot of giving it a try.... but when she had tat decision, she had a miscarriage...... when she told me she did not wan the child, i was curious to noe wat was wrong.... then she was telling bout her husband not being caring enuff to her during tat time...... but the incident, she had another blow..... her husband was lying to her.... or so she said..... infact, it was cheating lo..... he had bcome practically a diff person fr the person she once knew...... he started hanging out at clubs saying tat he got business to discuss abt.... hmmm..... discuss business need to go clubbing? clubs is the worst place to discuss cos its too noisy...... so in other words, he is there to flirt lo not business lo..... or shd i say, selling himself at the club?
anyways, after the clubs incident, came another story.... now he has another gal whom he will fetch everynite to places where most ppl knew he is married n who his wife is...... n he is not afraid of letting ppl noe at all.... worst is, tat gal is staying in the mainland n not the island....... plus, it seems tat tat gal is one of his relative who is much older than he is n not even prettier than his wife!!! bcos of tat gal, now he learns to dress up...... n lately was caught by his wife, hving lots of new clothes n pants!!!! n more lies..... according to him, its business btw them.... but business til the need to dress up n fetch the gal everynite instead of his wife n kid? infact, when his wife caught him fetching the gal, she got down her car n asked him to come down n discuss, he the BLOODY HELL JZ SMILED N DROVE OFF!!!!! WAT THE F**K!!!! guys!!! i jz hate guys like tat.... oredi done wrong n yet, instead of feeling sorry for wat he did, he make his wife feel like she was at fault!!!!!
frankly to say, my dad alwix tell me tat there is nth i can do xcept lending my ears n shoulder to her n not say so much as to break them.... but i really kenot tahan d..... watever she went thru n watever tat scumbag told her was exactly the same as wat my x said n did to me.... but he knew he was wrong when i found out n he cld even come back to beg for my forgiveness..... but its oredi a past.... wat i wan to say is, bcos of wat happened to me, i noe tat going on suffering is jz not a solution..... i really blieve she shd jz wake up n make a decision for herself n her own future n not go on torturing herself like tat..... but watever n however i try to get tis message to her oso its useless..... infact, the other 3 musks oso hv done their part to inform her but she jz let it b.... we r not sure wat she is thinking n wat was it tat is keeping her fr making the rite decision n we r oredi very tired of tokking to her (really sorry to say tis), so we z let her b....... like she told us (sum more to our face) we r not her, WE WUN UNDERSTAND..... so lets jz keep it tat we really dun understand.... when finally she wakes up n realised everything n finally get a grip of her life, she will realised tat the 3 musks was rite......
next up is another sad story to share..... tis best fren of mine is suppose to finally realise 1 of her dream.... marry her bloved...... but a day after the ROM, she announced tat she is cancelling her marriage..... fact is, tis crazy guy finally had the courage to tell her tat after 6yrs of being together, his soul jz dun hv her existance...... n his love for her was gone since tat very day he fell for a fren when he was still studying in sabah, which was 6yrs ago..... meaning to say, for the past 6yrs, he does not love my fren at all..... oni his body likes her..... dun u think he is mad? not oni tat, after a few days of quarreling n trying to get my fren to give another chance, he came up viv another lame n stupid reason for the breakup.... education background problem pula..... he is chinese-ed while we r eng-ed.... he said tat we, the eng-ed dun understand the chinese-ed thinking.... n tat gal tat he likes is chinese-ed n really understand wat he needs n wans, tats y he fell for her..... in other words, he is humiliating the eng-ed ppl for being to open minded!!! F**K man!! my fren gave up so many things for him n tis is how he repays her? oh! n he say tat they hv communication problem due to the education background reason.... he said tat he does not noe how to express his feelings in english n if he express in chinese, she wun understand..... dun u think tat its a lame xcuse?
for the past few weeks since her ROM, i hv heard so many lame reasons tat he gave for being a reason for their diff which led to all tis happening..... n i really feel tat he is really hopeless.... hopeless as in, he is really useless..... his other reasons made me feel tat he is being childish jz bcos he kenot 'luk tai'...... the 2 main reason tat made me so mad is the body n soul diff n the communication n education background thing....... c, all tis comes back to the main problem, GUYS.... they really hopeless creatures.... they r bastards, fools, scumbags n f**king pathetic..... tats y the book title read 'MEN R FR MARS, WOMEN R FR VENUS'.... so when mars meet venus, there r like 'fo sing chong tei kau'..... n viv so many things tats happening around me, i really give up getting myself attached.... being single is so much better... at least, 1stly, i m safe fr all tis unnecessary problems.... plus, viv my past experience, tis is sth which i wld rather not face nor do again.....
n i wld oso like to say:-
annie, i hope u will make the rite decision n not regret..... hoep u will get by all tis obstacles.....
hun, i will alwix support ur decision.....
btoh of u, i will alwix b there for u guys..... remember, nth is more important than putting urself at the 1st priority...... alwix think of urself b4 others...... together we sshall gambateh ne!!!!!!
i m no longer an aunty cos she had a miscarriage which oso on the other hand a blessing in disguise cos her husband is cheating outside...... at 1st, she had not wanted the child but after tat, she tot of giving it a try.... but when she had tat decision, she had a miscarriage...... when she told me she did not wan the child, i was curious to noe wat was wrong.... then she was telling bout her husband not being caring enuff to her during tat time...... but the incident, she had another blow..... her husband was lying to her.... or so she said..... infact, it was cheating lo..... he had bcome practically a diff person fr the person she once knew...... he started hanging out at clubs saying tat he got business to discuss abt.... hmmm..... discuss business need to go clubbing? clubs is the worst place to discuss cos its too noisy...... so in other words, he is there to flirt lo not business lo..... or shd i say, selling himself at the club?
anyways, after the clubs incident, came another story.... now he has another gal whom he will fetch everynite to places where most ppl knew he is married n who his wife is...... n he is not afraid of letting ppl noe at all.... worst is, tat gal is staying in the mainland n not the island....... plus, it seems tat tat gal is one of his relative who is much older than he is n not even prettier than his wife!!! bcos of tat gal, now he learns to dress up...... n lately was caught by his wife, hving lots of new clothes n pants!!!! n more lies..... according to him, its business btw them.... but business til the need to dress up n fetch the gal everynite instead of his wife n kid? infact, when his wife caught him fetching the gal, she got down her car n asked him to come down n discuss, he the BLOODY HELL JZ SMILED N DROVE OFF!!!!! WAT THE F**K!!!! guys!!! i jz hate guys like tat.... oredi done wrong n yet, instead of feeling sorry for wat he did, he make his wife feel like she was at fault!!!!!
frankly to say, my dad alwix tell me tat there is nth i can do xcept lending my ears n shoulder to her n not say so much as to break them.... but i really kenot tahan d..... watever she went thru n watever tat scumbag told her was exactly the same as wat my x said n did to me.... but he knew he was wrong when i found out n he cld even come back to beg for my forgiveness..... but its oredi a past.... wat i wan to say is, bcos of wat happened to me, i noe tat going on suffering is jz not a solution..... i really blieve she shd jz wake up n make a decision for herself n her own future n not go on torturing herself like tat..... but watever n however i try to get tis message to her oso its useless..... infact, the other 3 musks oso hv done their part to inform her but she jz let it b.... we r not sure wat she is thinking n wat was it tat is keeping her fr making the rite decision n we r oredi very tired of tokking to her (really sorry to say tis), so we z let her b....... like she told us (sum more to our face) we r not her, WE WUN UNDERSTAND..... so lets jz keep it tat we really dun understand.... when finally she wakes up n realised everything n finally get a grip of her life, she will realised tat the 3 musks was rite......
next up is another sad story to share..... tis best fren of mine is suppose to finally realise 1 of her dream.... marry her bloved...... but a day after the ROM, she announced tat she is cancelling her marriage..... fact is, tis crazy guy finally had the courage to tell her tat after 6yrs of being together, his soul jz dun hv her existance...... n his love for her was gone since tat very day he fell for a fren when he was still studying in sabah, which was 6yrs ago..... meaning to say, for the past 6yrs, he does not love my fren at all..... oni his body likes her..... dun u think he is mad? not oni tat, after a few days of quarreling n trying to get my fren to give another chance, he came up viv another lame n stupid reason for the breakup.... education background problem pula..... he is chinese-ed while we r eng-ed.... he said tat we, the eng-ed dun understand the chinese-ed thinking.... n tat gal tat he likes is chinese-ed n really understand wat he needs n wans, tats y he fell for her..... in other words, he is humiliating the eng-ed ppl for being to open minded!!! F**K man!! my fren gave up so many things for him n tis is how he repays her? oh! n he say tat they hv communication problem due to the education background reason.... he said tat he does not noe how to express his feelings in english n if he express in chinese, she wun understand..... dun u think tat its a lame xcuse?
for the past few weeks since her ROM, i hv heard so many lame reasons tat he gave for being a reason for their diff which led to all tis happening..... n i really feel tat he is really hopeless.... hopeless as in, he is really useless..... his other reasons made me feel tat he is being childish jz bcos he kenot 'luk tai'...... the 2 main reason tat made me so mad is the body n soul diff n the communication n education background thing....... c, all tis comes back to the main problem, GUYS.... they really hopeless creatures.... they r bastards, fools, scumbags n f**king pathetic..... tats y the book title read 'MEN R FR MARS, WOMEN R FR VENUS'.... so when mars meet venus, there r like 'fo sing chong tei kau'..... n viv so many things tats happening around me, i really give up getting myself attached.... being single is so much better... at least, 1stly, i m safe fr all tis unnecessary problems.... plus, viv my past experience, tis is sth which i wld rather not face nor do again.....
n i wld oso like to say:-
annie, i hope u will make the rite decision n not regret..... hoep u will get by all tis obstacles.....
hun, i will alwix support ur decision.....
btoh of u, i will alwix b there for u guys..... remember, nth is more important than putting urself at the 1st priority...... alwix think of urself b4 others...... together we sshall gambateh ne!!!!!!
Sunday, March 21, 2010
21st March 2010
i received a good news fr one of my best frens n i m so so happy for her..... though she does not really like it...... anyhow, she is oso quite happy..... hopefully, everything will change for the better viv tis news...... really hope she can pak tau tou lou lo......
viv tis news coming, i suddenly felt so old..... next yr, i will b upgraded to being an aunty liao..... my god.... aunty lo..... so old..... i hope she will teach her child to address me sister lo.... wakakakaka!!!!!!! but no matter how, i m happy for her.......
there's another news too!!! another one of my best fren's ROM is comfirmed in June 2010..... really happy to hear all tis good news..... 2 more best frens to come...... i hope to hear their's too!!!!!
to the other 4 musks, i m really happy to b part of ur life as a BFF n really happy to hear gd news fr u guys..... we r now stepping into 30s viv marriage n children coming..... i m really happy for u guys..... no words cld explain the happy feeling i felt for u guys..... thanks for being there for me when i needed u guys n thanks for still being here for me too...... though at times, i m very kanasai to b viv n stubborn n pessimistic, thanks for standing by me n tolerating all tis while.... i hope we will still b the best of frens til death do us part...... after marriage n children oso, i will still b there for u guys!!!! love u guys so so much!!!! 5 musks forever!!!!
viv tis news coming, i suddenly felt so old..... next yr, i will b upgraded to being an aunty liao..... my god.... aunty lo..... so old..... i hope she will teach her child to address me sister lo.... wakakakaka!!!!!!! but no matter how, i m happy for her.......
there's another news too!!! another one of my best fren's ROM is comfirmed in June 2010..... really happy to hear all tis good news..... 2 more best frens to come...... i hope to hear their's too!!!!!
to the other 4 musks, i m really happy to b part of ur life as a BFF n really happy to hear gd news fr u guys..... we r now stepping into 30s viv marriage n children coming..... i m really happy for u guys..... no words cld explain the happy feeling i felt for u guys..... thanks for being there for me when i needed u guys n thanks for still being here for me too...... though at times, i m very kanasai to b viv n stubborn n pessimistic, thanks for standing by me n tolerating all tis while.... i hope we will still b the best of frens til death do us part...... after marriage n children oso, i will still b there for u guys!!!! love u guys so so much!!!! 5 musks forever!!!!
Saturday, March 13, 2010
12th March 2010
after i hv watched jack neo's press conference, i really feel very pityful towards his wife..... she does not hv to go thru all tis shameful press conference for tis bastard..... frankly, all guys r the same.... they dun use their brain at all b4 they do sth.... if they ever did, the ladies wun hv to suffer all tis stupid press conference n hving to face tis kind of bastards n most of all, hv to forgive him..... i blieve his wife is not comfortable n not really wanted to forgive him.... she oni hv to do tis to 'jaga' his face....
we shall take a diff look at things... let's say the lady is the 1 hving an affair, wat wld others say? n wat will the husband do? but y when the guy hv affair n the lady has to forgive tis kind of bastard? moreover, after all those mistakes hv surfaced, the guys even hv the cheeks to ask for forgiveness.... y wldn't they think of the consequences 1st b4 they do anything? y can't they understand tat their actions n decisons will hurt their loved ones? he once told me tat he wld not tolerate if i m the one hving an affair, but when he did tat, he said tat its fate n tat he cant stop wat was coming n begged for forgiveness..... worst of all, he really wanted me to forgive him n forget all tat..... GUYS!!!! sumtimes, not tat i really wan to hate them but they really dun prove any good to me..... sum frens around me oso faced the same n yet 1 will repeatedly forgive tat bastard..... i do understand tat not being able to let go of such a long relationship but he is such bastard tat since the start of the relationship, he is oredi hving an affair.... oni she doesn't noe..... but according to her, she has oredi forgotten bout all those affairs......... all i can do is hope tat she is really doing the rite thing n decision...... i pray tat he will really keep to his promise not to hurt her n hv an affair anymore.....
n regarding jack neo, i hope his wife will b strong... the humiliation tat she is going to receive n all those tat she has to endure, i really hope she will pull thru..... where as if she cld really make it to the end viv jack, i hope she is making the rite decision when said 'i love jack, i love this marriage n i love my family'.......
frankly, to the new me, i will not go thru all tis again..... lately, viv all tis affairs surfacing fr all those well-known ppl eg. tiger woods, ashley cole n the terry-bridge, i hope all those bastards will learn their lesson..... dun hv to feel sorry for all tat u hv done cos fr the start, u hv oredi chosen the road to no end n a rd tat will hurt ur loved ones......
we shall take a diff look at things... let's say the lady is the 1 hving an affair, wat wld others say? n wat will the husband do? but y when the guy hv affair n the lady has to forgive tis kind of bastard? moreover, after all those mistakes hv surfaced, the guys even hv the cheeks to ask for forgiveness.... y wldn't they think of the consequences 1st b4 they do anything? y can't they understand tat their actions n decisons will hurt their loved ones? he once told me tat he wld not tolerate if i m the one hving an affair, but when he did tat, he said tat its fate n tat he cant stop wat was coming n begged for forgiveness..... worst of all, he really wanted me to forgive him n forget all tat..... GUYS!!!! sumtimes, not tat i really wan to hate them but they really dun prove any good to me..... sum frens around me oso faced the same n yet 1 will repeatedly forgive tat bastard..... i do understand tat not being able to let go of such a long relationship but he is such bastard tat since the start of the relationship, he is oredi hving an affair.... oni she doesn't noe..... but according to her, she has oredi forgotten bout all those affairs......... all i can do is hope tat she is really doing the rite thing n decision...... i pray tat he will really keep to his promise not to hurt her n hv an affair anymore.....
n regarding jack neo, i hope his wife will b strong... the humiliation tat she is going to receive n all those tat she has to endure, i really hope she will pull thru..... where as if she cld really make it to the end viv jack, i hope she is making the rite decision when said 'i love jack, i love this marriage n i love my family'.......
frankly, to the new me, i will not go thru all tis again..... lately, viv all tis affairs surfacing fr all those well-known ppl eg. tiger woods, ashley cole n the terry-bridge, i hope all those bastards will learn their lesson..... dun hv to feel sorry for all tat u hv done cos fr the start, u hv oredi chosen the road to no end n a rd tat will hurt ur loved ones......
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
08th of March 2010
today, for the 2nd time of the yr, i felt so so so pissed viv my job..... the 1st time was last mon n tues when the auditor, Ms Lim was so unpleasant...... she kept coming to me for the files n reports when i m working alone bcos my partner is on Compassionate Leave...... at 1 point of time, she came to me n put the cards balancing in front of me while i m midway serving a customer n insisted tat i m to find out for her y its not balance ON THE SPOT!!!! if not for my customer to voice out, she din even notice tat i hv customers..... during tat time, there were 15-20 ppl in queue waiting for my counter n they hv oredi waited for more than an hr n oredi very angry.... here comes other ppl to cut queue n tis auditor pula come kacau me viv the balancing....... i was xtremely upset to the point, i almost cried.... i really felt then to tender my resignation..... after tat auditor, came a customer who hv been waiting for almost 2hrs screaming at me for not following queue no pula...... since when did i not follow the queue? all the disturbance was internal...... the most hated thing is she started to compare other banks to us n saying tat other banks give better service la, no queue la.... then y at the 1st place does she wan to still wait for her turn? plus, she said tat other banks give better rates to her, so y wanna still put in our bank? DAMN STUPID!!!!
today, tis is oso the 2nd time my partner did tis mistake n i hv to bear tis together viv her pula...... she issued the a cheque book to a third party who is luckily the husband of the owner..... but case is, the owner is angry y did we give her chq book to her husband.... n her daughter, on the hand n non of her god damn biz, wans to sue us for negligence bcos 8 chqs hv gone thru...... worst is, though the owner kept saying tat she noes its not my fault, she said tat if her daughter insist on sueing us, she wans me, my partner n my abm to foot the bill!!!! WTF!!!! wat does it hv got to do viv me?!?!?!?!?!
lately, a lot hv been happening n i m very very unhappy viv my job n feeling very down n unmotivated..... all i kept thinking abt lately is travelling..... really wan to go travelling n release tension..... though currently planning for s'pore trip in june, i really i can go travelling immediately...... jz wanna leave everything here n go relax...... arghhhhhhhh.....................
today, tis is oso the 2nd time my partner did tis mistake n i hv to bear tis together viv her pula...... she issued the a cheque book to a third party who is luckily the husband of the owner..... but case is, the owner is angry y did we give her chq book to her husband.... n her daughter, on the hand n non of her god damn biz, wans to sue us for negligence bcos 8 chqs hv gone thru...... worst is, though the owner kept saying tat she noes its not my fault, she said tat if her daughter insist on sueing us, she wans me, my partner n my abm to foot the bill!!!! WTF!!!! wat does it hv got to do viv me?!?!?!?!?!
lately, a lot hv been happening n i m very very unhappy viv my job n feeling very down n unmotivated..... all i kept thinking abt lately is travelling..... really wan to go travelling n release tension..... though currently planning for s'pore trip in june, i really i can go travelling immediately...... jz wanna leave everything here n go relax...... arghhhhhhhh.....................
Sunday, February 28, 2010
28th of February 2010
i m damn fed up viv sum1's work attitude..... i noe i hv nth to say esp when she has got strong reasons for her absense but every yr oso like tat..... really dun noe she suay or i suay...... y she n her family got so much PROBLEMS!!!!!!!! how much more do i hv to endure her n her many many problems????????? DAMN!!!!!....
she fb msg me telling me tat she hv to compassionate leave tomolo n the next day bcos her husband admit hospital for operation.... n i noe tat i kenot say anything.... but y alwix her n her family? i really tolerated her so damn much oredi!!!!! Y? Y? Y? n she sum more wan to hv another child, the 4th 1..... can sum1 tell me if i shd jz tell it to her face tat she shd not hv another child? tat i really hate her for all her problems as well as her family's? not tat i m inconsiderate, but being considerate n hv tolerance hv its limits...... 3yrs oredi!!!!!! i really wan 'XYZ' now.....
actually i love my job n love working in my current company...... everyday i looked forward to going to work cos its a happy thing..... but, y does she hv to spoil everything???? ............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
suddenly, i remembered sth tat sum1 once told me...... its useless to b fretting n complaining cos it will oni bring more of those...... patience will instead put a stop to all tis....... all tis while, i hv been training n practicing patience hoping blieving wat tis person once told me, but looks like its useless...... she is still her.... n her attitude is still the same n will never change....... it got me thinking too, if i choose to b promoted at my current branch, i guess i m still stuck at sq 1 cos when she is on EL or CL or MC, i still hv to go back..... then wats' the point of promoting..... frankly, do i hv a problem or she is the problem? if its her, y isn't my mgt doing anything to solve her? y do they hv to dpend on me to cover her? i hv spoken to my superior bout tis n hoping against hope tat he will help me solve her problem..... but i guess like wat he previously told, he can't do anything cos her leave r legal by law..... her husband/children/herself is really in the hospital......
y sum ppl dun hv the responsible attitude at all? sumtimes, its not tat we really wan to b racist... but these r really facts tat can't b denied..... i blieve every co who hv these ppl working do face tis kind of problems.... but bcos we r in tis country tat we cant say or do anything...... back to my problem, wat shd i do tomolo? jason is no longer viv our branch wef tomolo n my mum xpects me to fetch her back fr work sharp tomolo...... plus, the auditors r here too n its the monday after a long holiday.......
her fb msg:-
Zizie: lu
Lisa: yes
besok EL?
Zizie: how u know
Lisa: dah agak
besok i kena balik awal
kena angkat mak i balik kerja
u pula cam tu
Zizie: u rasa i patut cl x husband i admit.
2mrw dia kena wt operation mata
tapi i kena mi kej jgak pagi pagi kena settle barang atas meja i
Lisa: its up to u to dcide
Zizie: i kena inform u if not u mesti mengamuk sampai 1 offis nampak he he... he
Lisa: i x bleh say no isnt it?
husband admit wor
inform ta inform pun same jagu
*juga
u pun kan CL juga
wat diff does it make?
Zizie: i pun x mintak husband i jadi mcm nie wat 2 do.. suddenly mata left side x nampak. doc kata kalu biar boleh jadi buta
Lisa: jz incase u lupa, besok jason no longer based kat branch kita
then cl la
Zizie: i know. if hsband admit i dpt cl...but u my partner that y i iform u....since i nampk u on line...
tapi esok pagi i mai jgak sekejap. i clear my things first n help u to lipat jounal
i pun dah biasa org cakap..
Zizie: lagipun esok monday.....atlease help u lipat jounal cepat la sikit u buat balancing......
Lisa: wat diff does it make
its a long holiday
Zizie: y u x nak i help u ke
(note the bold n italics...... note how she say tat i will mengamuk..... who wun?!!??!!)
wat diff does it make if she comes back to fold the journals for me? i still hv to work isn't it? folding journals doesn't help me serve less customers...... no matter how oso i still hv to serve customers... no matter how oso i still hv to finish everything b4 i start my balancing...... no matter how oso i still hv to finish all my work b4 i can leave office for home...... then wat time oni i can go fetch my mum? my dad has got meeting after work & my bro has class until 9pm..... n i myself dun even noe wat time i can finish work....... no matter how may holiday trips i take a yr, does not help in cooling me down over tis problems.... out of sudden, i felt like i hv been wasting $$$ on travelling cos it does help me cool down at all...... how nice if i can jz resign fr my current job n do nothing xcept go travelling b4 the world comes to an end like 2012...... then by then i shd die viv no regrets cos i hv been around the world like i hv hoped for...... i do blieve tat when the day comes for me to leave tis problem, i will b a happier me..... at least no need to deal viv tis problem.......
i really kek khi now but still practicing being patience n understanding n considerate...... jz like practicing qigong or taichi....... take deep breathe in n together viv all the 'xyz' breathe out....... repeat a few times til i dun feel so angry...... GOD!!!! really XYZ man!!!!!!!
she fb msg me telling me tat she hv to compassionate leave tomolo n the next day bcos her husband admit hospital for operation.... n i noe tat i kenot say anything.... but y alwix her n her family? i really tolerated her so damn much oredi!!!!! Y? Y? Y? n she sum more wan to hv another child, the 4th 1..... can sum1 tell me if i shd jz tell it to her face tat she shd not hv another child? tat i really hate her for all her problems as well as her family's? not tat i m inconsiderate, but being considerate n hv tolerance hv its limits...... 3yrs oredi!!!!!! i really wan 'XYZ' now.....
actually i love my job n love working in my current company...... everyday i looked forward to going to work cos its a happy thing..... but, y does she hv to spoil everything???? ............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
suddenly, i remembered sth tat sum1 once told me...... its useless to b fretting n complaining cos it will oni bring more of those...... patience will instead put a stop to all tis....... all tis while, i hv been training n practicing patience hoping blieving wat tis person once told me, but looks like its useless...... she is still her.... n her attitude is still the same n will never change....... it got me thinking too, if i choose to b promoted at my current branch, i guess i m still stuck at sq 1 cos when she is on EL or CL or MC, i still hv to go back..... then wats' the point of promoting..... frankly, do i hv a problem or she is the problem? if its her, y isn't my mgt doing anything to solve her? y do they hv to dpend on me to cover her? i hv spoken to my superior bout tis n hoping against hope tat he will help me solve her problem..... but i guess like wat he previously told, he can't do anything cos her leave r legal by law..... her husband/children/herself is really in the hospital......
y sum ppl dun hv the responsible attitude at all? sumtimes, its not tat we really wan to b racist... but these r really facts tat can't b denied..... i blieve every co who hv these ppl working do face tis kind of problems.... but bcos we r in tis country tat we cant say or do anything...... back to my problem, wat shd i do tomolo? jason is no longer viv our branch wef tomolo n my mum xpects me to fetch her back fr work sharp tomolo...... plus, the auditors r here too n its the monday after a long holiday.......
her fb msg:-
Zizie: lu
Lisa: yes
besok EL?
Zizie: how u know
Lisa: dah agak
besok i kena balik awal
kena angkat mak i balik kerja
u pula cam tu
Zizie: u rasa i patut cl x husband i admit.
2mrw dia kena wt operation mata
tapi i kena mi kej jgak pagi pagi kena settle barang atas meja i
Lisa: its up to u to dcide
Zizie: i kena inform u if not u mesti mengamuk sampai 1 offis nampak he he... he
Lisa: i x bleh say no isnt it?
husband admit wor
inform ta inform pun same jagu
*juga
u pun kan CL juga
wat diff does it make?
Zizie: i pun x mintak husband i jadi mcm nie wat 2 do.. suddenly mata left side x nampak. doc kata kalu biar boleh jadi buta
Lisa: jz incase u lupa, besok jason no longer based kat branch kita
then cl la
Zizie: i know. if hsband admit i dpt cl...but u my partner that y i iform u....since i nampk u on line...
tapi esok pagi i mai jgak sekejap. i clear my things first n help u to lipat jounal
i pun dah biasa org cakap..
Zizie: lagipun esok monday.....atlease help u lipat jounal cepat la sikit u buat balancing......
Lisa: wat diff does it make
its a long holiday
Zizie: y u x nak i help u ke
(note the bold n italics...... note how she say tat i will mengamuk..... who wun?!!??!!)
wat diff does it make if she comes back to fold the journals for me? i still hv to work isn't it? folding journals doesn't help me serve less customers...... no matter how oso i still hv to serve customers... no matter how oso i still hv to finish everything b4 i start my balancing...... no matter how oso i still hv to finish all my work b4 i can leave office for home...... then wat time oni i can go fetch my mum? my dad has got meeting after work & my bro has class until 9pm..... n i myself dun even noe wat time i can finish work....... no matter how may holiday trips i take a yr, does not help in cooling me down over tis problems.... out of sudden, i felt like i hv been wasting $$$ on travelling cos it does help me cool down at all...... how nice if i can jz resign fr my current job n do nothing xcept go travelling b4 the world comes to an end like 2012...... then by then i shd die viv no regrets cos i hv been around the world like i hv hoped for...... i do blieve tat when the day comes for me to leave tis problem, i will b a happier me..... at least no need to deal viv tis problem.......
i really kek khi now but still practicing being patience n understanding n considerate...... jz like practicing qigong or taichi....... take deep breathe in n together viv all the 'xyz' breathe out....... repeat a few times til i dun feel so angry...... GOD!!!! really XYZ man!!!!!!!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
23rd February 2010
CNY came n went like there's no CNY at all.... a week b4 CNY, met viv accident n my baby car kena scratched so bad fr the front passenger door to the bumper.... sakit hati lo..... here i shall post the picts....
V-day oso jz came n went like tat nia.... n today, the auditors finally came.... 1st day nia, n i kena til 10.30pm oni finish work..... now so tired n drained..... so hoping i can go traveling now... better yet if i dun hv to work at all..... then i can go traveling wherever n whenever i wan to.......
Thursday, January 28, 2010
28th January 2010
well.... frens will definately scold me for tis blog yet i still wan to write tis down....
today i suddenly came across a piece of news bout him.... he is currently one of the director of CL Chong (BM) Sdn Bhd.... tis is his dream come true cos he had wanted to rebuild his empire..... viv tis, he can start to expand..... no wnder she had the cheek to stare at me last weekend..... after i knew tis, it suddenly came back to me tat he previously told tat i brought him bad luck... n he stuck to her bcos she bring him luck..... it suddenly oso struck me tat no wonder previously, no matter how or wat oso, he will stand by her side.... even when i tried to slapped her for bg such a slut, he pulled me back n hit me even b4 i had the chance to strike her!!!! tis was the 1 thing tat had hurt me to the core n so badly other than breaking up viv him..... i hv never tot he wld do tat to me...... i hv done my best for him n to help him, but it seems like i m jz bg xtremely stupid n silly...... cos no matter how much i did, he was oredi so blinded by her to see n feel wat i did....
post breakup, i m still slowly recuperating..... god noes how much i loved him..... though 2 yrs had past, he is still in my tots sumtimes... its not easy to jz forget everything tat happen btw me n him..... it really does take time...... BFFs, i noe u will definately scold me for tis blog, but tis is really wat's in my heart which sumtimes i cant stop it fr coming out.....
today i suddenly came across a piece of news bout him.... he is currently one of the director of CL Chong (BM) Sdn Bhd.... tis is his dream come true cos he had wanted to rebuild his empire..... viv tis, he can start to expand..... no wnder she had the cheek to stare at me last weekend..... after i knew tis, it suddenly came back to me tat he previously told tat i brought him bad luck... n he stuck to her bcos she bring him luck..... it suddenly oso struck me tat no wonder previously, no matter how or wat oso, he will stand by her side.... even when i tried to slapped her for bg such a slut, he pulled me back n hit me even b4 i had the chance to strike her!!!! tis was the 1 thing tat had hurt me to the core n so badly other than breaking up viv him..... i hv never tot he wld do tat to me...... i hv done my best for him n to help him, but it seems like i m jz bg xtremely stupid n silly...... cos no matter how much i did, he was oredi so blinded by her to see n feel wat i did....
post breakup, i m still slowly recuperating..... god noes how much i loved him..... though 2 yrs had past, he is still in my tots sumtimes... its not easy to jz forget everything tat happen btw me n him..... it really does take time...... BFFs, i noe u will definately scold me for tis blog, but tis is really wat's in my heart which sumtimes i cant stop it fr coming out.....
Saturday, January 23, 2010
23rd January 2010
tis week, my partner is on CL yet AGAIN for 3DAYS!!!! n its really really getting on my nerve cos its oni the 3rd week of the yr n tis is the 2nd time liao...... 1st week oredi on MC, 3rd week CL.... i hv oredi made known to my superior bout tis but the oni thing tat he can tell me is 'but her reasons r legal wor, how to warn her?'..... DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!!!! as a superior, when his OIC is like tat, he oso very pik chik..... then wat bout me? i oredi tahan her for 2 yrs oredi....... imagine tis, our entitlement annually for CL is 12days, MC is 30days n Hospitalisation is 60days, tis partner of mine's record for 2009 is CL 12days, MC 27days n Hospitalisation 27days!!!!!! WTH!!!! tis shd b given written warning oredi!!!!!! tis record is oni 2009, in 2008 her MC was 30days oso not enuff, 60days maternity, CL oso 12days!!!!! all tis while oso so bad, oredi an extremely gd reason to warn her or even sack her liao, y no reason to warn her? then wat kind of reason oni can warn her ar? even jason oso kenot tahan her lo.... he was oni here for 3mths nia lo..... no eyes c n no words to say liao... can oni hope for a better yr after CNY..... best is no need to partner her anymore.....
nest up is, the past few days my right eyelid 'thiau' but surprisingly yesterday, my left eyelid actually 'thiau'.... its been a long time since it last 'thiau' n i tot tat it was bcos of my partner.... until today oni did i realised tat actually it meant today i m to c sum1 tat i dun even wan to c.... today is rachel's registration at che hoon moral uplifting society... oyi n i went to fetch her to her make up n then to the society...... u can never imagine tis, 6 photographers!!! they smile n look at cameras til oso dun noe which is which liao...... but overall, a happy occasion..... jz as we were abt to take pix in the hall (there was a banquet decoration), another couple came in to do the same.... jz as i was to walk over to join rac n oyi for pix, i saw tis b**ch...... i did a double take cos i tot i saw wrongly but it was.... until i cfm it was her, i heard her talking to her bride fren n then i m very very sure its her..... she saw me but i jz continue viv taking pix..... until we went out to the mini taman for further pix taking, the same group came too n i saw her leaving very kam cheng type.... saw her went in her 'bloody' car but sat for a moment b4 she left... i blieve she wld hv called him n told him tat she saw me...... i saw her telling her frens bout me cos they looked my way..... but then, it does not matter anymore.... i hv lived my life well for the past 2 yrs post breakup n hv been much happier than then.....
but thinking back, its been a long way since he n i broke up n for the past 2yrs, i hv been travelling a lot as compared to pre-relationship..... n post breakup, i totally dun c a path in my love life at all..... i admit tat when i was viv him, i actually c myslet alone getting married...... after all those sufferings n finally back to being single all over again, i wld rather stay single.... i blieve sum ppl will think tat i m 'pin thai' n dun understand the feeling of not being able to let go, but all i wan to say is tat i wish them all the best..... if they feel tat by me being too straight n they cld not accept, then i hv nth to say..... ppl used to say 'hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil'......... frens to the extent of jz colls will do...... if she is the best advisor n watever she says is very soothing to ur ears, by all means, go ahead n listen to her......
'cam ha ngan' oredi the 3rd week of 2010 liao... 3 more weeks n its CNY liao...... so fast time passes by...... n soon i'll back to classes again.... for tis yr, though a little late, there r a few things tat i wan to do...... 1stly, to complete my CFP by end of the yr.... 2ndly, to slim down even more...... 3rdly, to keep more $$$ so tat i can go travelling..... tis yr's travelling plans r s'pore, mayb redang, genting, cameron, langkawi, hatyai again n if possible, disneyland hk...... but all shall dpends if i m able to...... so far hv oredi been to hatyai tis yr (last sat) n in the mid of planning for s'pore trip.... at least 2 of the listed oredi done..... crossing fingers liao.... hahahaha!!!!!
nest up is, the past few days my right eyelid 'thiau' but surprisingly yesterday, my left eyelid actually 'thiau'.... its been a long time since it last 'thiau' n i tot tat it was bcos of my partner.... until today oni did i realised tat actually it meant today i m to c sum1 tat i dun even wan to c.... today is rachel's registration at che hoon moral uplifting society... oyi n i went to fetch her to her make up n then to the society...... u can never imagine tis, 6 photographers!!! they smile n look at cameras til oso dun noe which is which liao...... but overall, a happy occasion..... jz as we were abt to take pix in the hall (there was a banquet decoration), another couple came in to do the same.... jz as i was to walk over to join rac n oyi for pix, i saw tis b**ch...... i did a double take cos i tot i saw wrongly but it was.... until i cfm it was her, i heard her talking to her bride fren n then i m very very sure its her..... she saw me but i jz continue viv taking pix..... until we went out to the mini taman for further pix taking, the same group came too n i saw her leaving very kam cheng type.... saw her went in her 'bloody' car but sat for a moment b4 she left... i blieve she wld hv called him n told him tat she saw me...... i saw her telling her frens bout me cos they looked my way..... but then, it does not matter anymore.... i hv lived my life well for the past 2 yrs post breakup n hv been much happier than then.....
but thinking back, its been a long way since he n i broke up n for the past 2yrs, i hv been travelling a lot as compared to pre-relationship..... n post breakup, i totally dun c a path in my love life at all..... i admit tat when i was viv him, i actually c myslet alone getting married...... after all those sufferings n finally back to being single all over again, i wld rather stay single.... i blieve sum ppl will think tat i m 'pin thai' n dun understand the feeling of not being able to let go, but all i wan to say is tat i wish them all the best..... if they feel tat by me being too straight n they cld not accept, then i hv nth to say..... ppl used to say 'hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil'......... frens to the extent of jz colls will do...... if she is the best advisor n watever she says is very soothing to ur ears, by all means, go ahead n listen to her......
'cam ha ngan' oredi the 3rd week of 2010 liao... 3 more weeks n its CNY liao...... so fast time passes by...... n soon i'll back to classes again.... for tis yr, though a little late, there r a few things tat i wan to do...... 1stly, to complete my CFP by end of the yr.... 2ndly, to slim down even more...... 3rdly, to keep more $$$ so tat i can go travelling..... tis yr's travelling plans r s'pore, mayb redang, genting, cameron, langkawi, hatyai again n if possible, disneyland hk...... but all shall dpends if i m able to...... so far hv oredi been to hatyai tis yr (last sat) n in the mid of planning for s'pore trip.... at least 2 of the listed oredi done..... crossing fingers liao.... hahahaha!!!!!
Friday, January 1, 2010
1ts of January 2010
its the 1st day of the yr n i m suppose to b celebrating last nite n today. instead, i ended so fired up n feeling like killing last nite n today felt like the end of the world is coming.... y is she like tat? she promised to go back to finish the balancing even if she is on CL but instead TMF told me last nite tat i mz go back to work early on mon so tat i can do all the unfinished job of yesterday's including the balancing..... i really tat she n her family is extremely troublesome..... 2009 is full of problems viv her n her family..... 3 kids oredi very troublesome n yet she had the chick to tell me tat she wan to hv another 1 more child.... PUHLEASE!!!!!! she might as well jz resign n stay at home looking after her kids n then fi she wan to hv more, I DUN CARE!!!! she's been giving me so much problems since she got promoted n i hv oredi 'lun' her til now!!!! F**K man!!! really wonder how she takes care of herself n kids.... y so much problems......
after TMF told me tat, i was so angry til my body temperature oso took a rise n ifelt like killing n screaming n 'xyz' her...... even when i took my bath n din even turn on the heater, the water felt so hot, jz like needles poking my skin.... worst is, yesterday is my bday too n yet she hv to spoil my mood for celebration!!!! Plus it’s the last day of the yr n I shd b happy n celebrating but til today I m still angry n feeling like killing her!!!!!! DAMN!!!! F**K!!!! I really wonder if my management is blind…. Y din they give her warning or threaten to sack her / demote her if she goes on like tat? How can they promote ppl like her when she is alwix on MC/EL/CL? I tot they r suppose to review all tis b4 promotion? The promotion exercise tat I was asked to take up oso got such reviews n even hv to sit for exams!!!! Which is y I m bz revising for the exam next weekend…. Frankly, when the mgt asked to go for interview for csr promotion, I din even wan to tell her wat to b prepared for…. It was sanny who told her so much….. the other day she was telling me tat her husband actually said her for alwix taking MCs n ELs n CLs, n let me hv to ‘chap sau mei’ for her n me thinking she will feel really ‘malu’ over wat she did, instead NO!!! I think her face is even thicker than the teras bumi!!!!
after TMF told me tat, i was so angry til my body temperature oso took a rise n ifelt like killing n screaming n 'xyz' her...... even when i took my bath n din even turn on the heater, the water felt so hot, jz like needles poking my skin.... worst is, yesterday is my bday too n yet she hv to spoil my mood for celebration!!!! Plus it’s the last day of the yr n I shd b happy n celebrating but til today I m still angry n feeling like killing her!!!!!! DAMN!!!! F**K!!!! I really wonder if my management is blind…. Y din they give her warning or threaten to sack her / demote her if she goes on like tat? How can they promote ppl like her when she is alwix on MC/EL/CL? I tot they r suppose to review all tis b4 promotion? The promotion exercise tat I was asked to take up oso got such reviews n even hv to sit for exams!!!! Which is y I m bz revising for the exam next weekend…. Frankly, when the mgt asked to go for interview for csr promotion, I din even wan to tell her wat to b prepared for…. It was sanny who told her so much….. the other day she was telling me tat her husband actually said her for alwix taking MCs n ELs n CLs, n let me hv to ‘chap sau mei’ for her n me thinking she will feel really ‘malu’ over wat she did, instead NO!!! I think her face is even thicker than the teras bumi!!!!
I believe jason oso feel the same like me…. On the 28th, she was on mc n when I told him tat, he shook his head n sighed…. Later tat day, his mum n brother came n saw him at the counter n so jz asked wat happen…. N when Jason told them tat she is on mc, I heard her brother saying ‘aiyo, AGAIN ar…. Y alwix like tat wan’…. Imagine tat, Jason jz reported for work in October 2009 n in the space of 2mths plus, he can feel wat I hv been suffering all tis while…. So I really wondered if my branch management is either blind or ‘si bak’….. how can they tolerate such ppl?!!!!BLIND BLIND BLIND!!!!!!!!! wonder wat curse she put on them!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!
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