21st March 2010

i received a good news fr one of my best frens n i m so so happy for her..... though she does not really like it...... anyhow, she is oso quite happy..... hopefully, everything will change for the better viv tis news...... really hope she can pak tau tou lou lo......

viv tis news coming, i suddenly felt so old..... next yr, i will b upgraded to being an aunty liao..... my god.... aunty lo..... so old..... i hope she will teach her child to address me sister lo.... wakakakaka!!!!!!! but no matter how, i m happy for her.......

there's another news too!!! another one of my best fren's ROM is comfirmed in June 2010..... really happy to hear all tis good news..... 2 more best frens to come...... i hope to hear their's too!!!!!

to the other 4 musks, i m really happy to b part of ur life as a BFF n really happy to hear gd news fr u guys..... we r now stepping into 30s viv marriage n children coming..... i m really happy for u guys..... no words cld explain the happy feeling i felt for u guys..... thanks for being there for me when i needed u guys n thanks for still being here for me too...... though at times, i m very kanasai to b viv n stubborn n pessimistic, thanks for standing by me n tolerating all tis while.... i hope we will still b the best of frens til death do us part...... after marriage n children oso, i will still b there for u guys!!!! love u guys so so much!!!! 5 musks forever!!!!

12th March 2010

after i hv watched jack neo's press conference, i really feel very pityful towards his wife..... she does not hv to go thru all tis shameful press conference for tis bastard..... frankly, all guys r the same.... they dun use their brain at all b4 they do sth.... if they ever did, the ladies wun hv to suffer all tis stupid press conference n hving to face tis kind of bastards n most of all, hv to forgive him..... i blieve his wife is not comfortable n not really wanted to forgive him.... she oni hv to do tis to 'jaga' his face....

we shall take a diff look at things... let's say the lady is the 1 hving an affair, wat wld others say? n wat will the husband do? but y when the guy hv affair n the lady has to forgive tis kind of bastard? moreover, after all those mistakes hv surfaced, the guys even hv the cheeks to ask for forgiveness.... y wldn't they think of the consequences 1st b4 they do anything? y can't they understand tat their actions n decisons will hurt their loved ones? he once told me tat he wld not tolerate if i m the one hving an affair, but when he did tat, he said tat its fate n tat he cant stop wat was coming n begged for forgiveness..... worst of all, he really wanted me to forgive him n forget all tat..... GUYS!!!! sumtimes, not tat i really wan to hate them but they really dun prove any good to me..... sum frens around me oso faced the same n yet 1 will repeatedly forgive tat bastard..... i do understand tat not being able to let go of such a long relationship but he is such bastard tat since the start of the relationship, he is oredi hving an affair.... oni she doesn't noe..... but according to her, she has oredi forgotten bout all those affairs......... all i can do is hope tat she is really doing the rite thing n decision...... i pray tat he will really keep to his promise not to hurt her n hv an affair anymore.....

n regarding jack neo, i hope his wife will b strong... the humiliation tat she is going to receive n all those tat she has to endure, i really hope she will pull thru..... where as if she cld really make it to the end viv jack, i hope she is making the rite decision when said 'i love jack, i love this marriage n i love my family'.......

frankly, to the new me, i will not go thru all tis again..... lately, viv all tis affairs surfacing fr all those well-known ppl eg. tiger woods, ashley cole n the terry-bridge, i hope all those bastards will learn their lesson..... dun hv to feel sorry for all tat u hv done cos fr the start, u hv oredi chosen the road to no end n a rd tat will hurt ur loved ones......

08th of March 2010

today, for the 2nd time of the yr, i felt so so so pissed viv my job..... the 1st time was last mon n tues when the auditor, Ms Lim was so unpleasant...... she kept coming to me for the files n reports when i m working alone bcos my partner is on Compassionate Leave...... at 1 point of time, she came to me n put the cards balancing in front of me while i m midway serving a customer n insisted tat i m to find out for her y its not balance ON THE SPOT!!!! if not for my customer to voice out, she din even notice tat i hv customers..... during tat time, there were 15-20 ppl in queue waiting for my counter n they hv oredi waited for more than an hr n oredi very angry.... here comes other ppl to cut queue n tis auditor pula come kacau me viv the balancing....... i was xtremely upset to the point, i almost cried.... i really felt then to tender my resignation..... after tat auditor, came a customer who hv been waiting for almost 2hrs screaming at me for not following queue no pula...... since when did i not follow the queue? all the disturbance was internal...... the most hated thing is she started to compare other banks to us n saying tat other banks give better service la, no queue la.... then y at the 1st place does she wan to still wait for her turn? plus, she said tat other banks give better rates to her, so y wanna still put in our bank? DAMN STUPID!!!!

today, tis is oso the 2nd time my partner did tis mistake n i hv to bear tis together viv her pula...... she issued the a cheque book to a third party who is luckily the husband of the owner..... but case is, the owner is angry y did we give her chq book to her husband.... n her daughter, on the hand n non of her god damn biz, wans to sue us for negligence bcos 8 chqs hv gone thru...... worst is, though the owner kept saying tat she noes its not my fault, she said tat if her daughter insist on sueing us, she wans me, my partner n my abm to foot the bill!!!! WTF!!!! wat does it hv got to do viv me?!?!?!?!?!

lately, a lot hv been happening n i m very very unhappy viv my job n feeling very down n unmotivated..... all i kept thinking abt lately is travelling..... really wan to go travelling n release tension..... though currently planning for s'pore trip in june, i really i can go travelling immediately...... jz wanna leave everything here n go relax...... arghhhhhhhh.....................