1st n foremost, i miss him so so so much!!!! it's been almost 2 weeks since i last saw him...... everynite b4 sleep, i will definately think of him.... will he come tomolo? will he still remember when was the last time we met? will he come n tok to me? haih...... til today, he did not come yet..... though we did msg each other last wed..... haih......
anyway..... finally CNY came n went like tat.... n i leh.... got over it like its not CNY at all...... dun noe y tis yr so no mood for CNY..... haih.... infact, i m still wondering how the days went by so fast.... 2008 ended so fast n cny came so early n now wondering if the coming days will come n go as fast as those tat oredi past......
oso, dun noe y ever since 3 days b4 CNY, the past came back to my memory..... infact jz a moment ago oso it came to me..... 2 yrs oredi n the scar is still there..... it will alwix b there to remind me of how foolish i had been then..... n led me to b less confident in myself..... but time will heal all.... its really jz a matter of time...... but how long, i m not sure.....
for the past few days i had been listening to 1 particular song n felt tat the chorus of the song is very meaningful..... 'Ni bu hui ai, Wo de ai, Wo ming bai, Ni de zui ai, na yi kuai, na tian wo cai cun zai, Wo bu hui ai, ni de ai, shou shang hai, suo yi ling yuan an jing de deng dai' mean u dun noe how to love, but i love u, i will understand, ur love, tat day i m in ur heart, i dun noe how to love, but u love me, u will hurt, so the best is to silently wait.....'
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Woah!Please dont be sad! The scar will gradually fade away and new fate will always be with you!My little sister! Always wishing you that one day he will come bravely to talk to you.he...he...he
This year CNY was not that fun and I dont even feel of celebrating even though BF came back and relative all here but the feeling was not the same and boring...haiz.......
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