30th October 2009

backache is back again..... tis time, its not the lower back.... its the upper back tat aches.... n i cant twist my body at all...... so painful..... tomolo if got the time, wan to go c dr d.....

15th of October 2009

i m damn sick!!!! it got worst when i woke up tis morning n suffered whole day sitting under the air-cond tat i start hving headache...... feel so pening now yet i still hv to go sumwhere to settle sth...... though the dr gave a day off tomolo, i m still thinking......

confirmation has been done n it really is his youngest bro...... i tot so though i oni saw him once.... cos tat very 1 time i saw him, he really scared me.... cos he resembles his eldest bro very much..... tat y seeing him again tis time, i was caught by surprised.......

14th of October 2009

sick.... i m falling sick.... woke up viv a swollen tonsil n sorethroat..... it was so bad tat eating bread for breakfast is like swallowing stones...... by evening, i m starting to sneeze til at nite, my voice starts changing n nose starts to get stuck oredi.... i think in a few days time i will b even worst.......

13th of October 2009

HEADACHE, HEADACHE & MORE HEADACHE!!!!!!! when will it ever go away!!!!!!!! i feel like i m abt to get sick..... starts hving sore throat oredi.... i think my tonsils r starting to swell....... soon, fever will follow.......

12th of October 2009

early morning oredi receive bad news, followed by an inconsiderate customer complain n a DAMN busy day n a stupid backache...... bad news is, my partner is on mc AGAIN....... early morning she oredi smsed me to inform me n tat she is very sorry...... then i reach office n being introduced to our new Deposit Sales Officer n being put in charged of him..... was asked to teach him bout products, procedures, workflow n everything tat he is to noe n has connection to his job..... but i told tat guy, jason, tat i dun hv time to teach him so much today as i m working alone today n tat he is to observe wat i do n if he dun understand, to jot it down n then ask me after work..... n i oso told him to get well-versed viv all the product info so tat when i m explaining, he wun b seeing stars.... i noe today he saw stars n up above his head, a lot of ??? signs..... but wat to do.... 1st day nia...... hopefully tomolo my partner comes back to work n then i can clear more of my things liao.....

tis evening, i saw him again..... fr the way he walks, he did look a bit like him..... but i really dun noe if its really him....... who can i ask bout tis? janice? or my godsis's husband?

today is not very good... but then sumbody i admired came n lighten up my day...... he ask bout my partner n y she alwix mc.... n tat he noes i m very bz tats y he normally dun bug me long.... then i told him tat i very tired being tis bz all the time n then he said to me tat he will employ me under his co n i ask when can report for duty, he answered tomolo n then i said go which branch, he said any branch..... make me laugh so much...... customers like tis la good..... at least they r understanding..... sum ppl r very inconsiderate wan..... but then most of my regular customers r very understanding bout my situation.... they noe tat i m very bz wan so they will b very very considerate....... those who alwix complain r non-regulars.......

11th October 2009

last fri, after work, i went to my next door mini market to get sum titbits for me to munch on while watching.... mana tau, i had another shock..... on wed, while tokking to my godsis's husband, he informed me tat D's brothers r back in the co n now based at pmtg branch (1st shock)..... then fri evening while in car msging my fren for fri nite's outing, i saw D!!! i think its him cos he really looks like him..... i tot i was too sleepy or mayb lately thinking too much bout him tat i had illusions..... is it really him? i dun noe who to ask..... tat guy in turn saw me n then straightaway, face changed n turned away..... at the same time, i scrolled down my window for the hot air to go out, n i heard him tokking.... i tried hard to listen if its his voice but the sound of my engine is much louder.... then i saw tat D's cousin n another staff was looking my way n then his way..... i really dun noe if it is really really him..... i noe he had a gr8 future in Kia n heard tat he is quite good at wat he is doing there.... plus he hates his aunt so much tat i doubt he will come back to work for her lo.... but tis guy really looks like him.......

i noe lately i hv been thinking too much bout the past n him..... i jz dun xpect to c him..... if it is really him, wat will my reactions b? wat will his reactions b? last fri, i buat tak tau lo.... cos i really needed to sms hun n peng's husband to arrange tat nite's outing...... god, wat a time to do tis to me...... if u ask me if i love him, yes i do.... i loved him very very much...... but will i ever get back viv him, nope i wun...... he hurted me too much for me to forget wat he did then....... jz as sum1 told me, i no longer trust guys but myself after wat happened...... whenever i wanna give a try for a relationship, i will start hving tots tat tis guy will hurt me, tat he will cheat on me n tat he will lie to me..... tis is really bugging tat i kenot tahan.... so i opt to stay single for as long as i still hv tis phobia...... hopefully, i will recover......

now looking forward for my macau trip next mth.... hopefully everything goes as plan....... crossing fingers n praying damn hard.....

05th October 2009

damn!!!! my backache is so bad today til i really kenot tahan d...... went to c the dr but he said he can oni give me painkillers..... took 1 jz now which according to the dr is the highest dosage but i m still in pain now..... i guess i hv to go for massage d.... but i doubt if it can last..... according to old ppl, once hurt, whenever there is rain, the pain will come.... if not mistaken, its called rheumatism...... even the dr i went oso blieve..... tats y he cld oni prescribe painkillers n advise to eat healthily...... hopefully tis pain will go away..... really kenot tahan lo..... sampai my leg oso lenguh oredi.....

tis evening, peng came to visit n brought along her wedding album.... damn nice lo..... $$$ flying sure nice lo.... abo her husband will kek si lo..... time really flies.... tats time when she told me she is getting married, it was barely half yr ago..... mana tau, now she is getting married in a mth's time!!!! finally, the 1st to b married fr the 5 musketeers is peng...... n i guess more to come since we r aging oredi.... its really fun to b able to help out in the process of preparing for marriage..... esp when its for the 5 musketeers sisters...... looking forward to help out viv the rest of the sisters... ahem.... if u guys noe who i meant.... hahahahaha!!!!!

04th October 2009

woke up today feeling better but as the day goes by, the backache starts to trigger..... woke up early tis morning to travel to sp for my skin specialist appointment which was delayed for a mth plus due to hectic schedule..... headed there n by the time reach, there were so many ppl there queueing up oredi...... ysl n i got no. 34 & 35 which was expected to b around 12pm b4 we get to c the dr...... ate our breakfast at the nearby coffee shop n head back to the clinic to ait for our turn.... we sat there til our no is called n went in to c the dr..... gd news is i can finally stop taking the medicine oredi cos my skin had improved since the 1st appointment.... today the dr even changed my cream to a new course n so i hv to go back to c him again in a mth's time to c if the new course is suitable.......

when we were abt to leave, we saw tat there was a piece of long yellow paper on the windscreen.... when i took it up, i saw tat it was a summon..... KNS!!!! like tat oso kena saman.... tis police really teruk.... we've been there so many times but never once kena saman..... reason for the saman is 'tidak mempamerkan kupon meletak kereta'..... SWT!!! how la r we suppose to noe tat in sp, parking hv to show the parking coupon...... we tot it was like penang where there is an attendant to write receipt..... buta kena saman wan..... plus we dun even noe where the heck is the municipal council so we hv to drive back vivout paying..... tomolo oni go n ask my another coll to help us..... she is fr sp so she will now how to do viv it... plus, will ask her to buy the parking coupon for us so tat next time we r there can display the coupon...... haih.... RM30 for a parking lesson.... kanasai!!!!

02nd of october 2009

oredi 1 week liao having backache...... now walk oso satu macam d...... sum more hv to walk slower than usual.... sampai regular customers oso realised n asked wat happened....... haiz....... how i miss tat sum1 who wld massage my back for me back then...... haiz..... anyway, in 2 weeks to come, it marks the 2nd anniversary of a dreadful ending.... cant blieve how time flies so fast...... n pretty soon, i m leaving for macau.... really cant wait lo...... so i m crossing fingers n praying damn hard for my backache to b cured.......