Saturday, February 14, 2009

14th of February 2009

tis is the 2nd yr tat i m enduring tis day alone...... though sad but i do not hv a choice..... i can choose to forget tat its v-day but the hustle n bustle of tis very special occasion is everywhere n i kenot choose to not notice or c all of tis..... "Lonely i m Ms. Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn, Im so Lonely, im Ms. Lonely I have nobody, for my owwnnn Im so Lonely".... haih........... all i hv are my dvds to accompany me til the end.......

many asked y i din get married n hv kids...... the biggest prob is not i dun wan to but i dun hv any1 to viv me to do tat...... if my parents r open minded enuff, i wld hv gone to get implants n hv kids..... afterall, tat was wat i had been thinking for my future since young...... but i noe in m'sia, ppl r not tat open minded n wun b able to accept single mother openly..... so i will jz hv to forget abt tis for now...... i m wondering if i m ever able to do tis..... by tat time, i m oredi too old for all my tots.......

1 comment:

lotusgal said...

over lunch today, i was jz voicing out as normal topic tat i wld rather bcome a single mother jz like the octuplets' mother. but my parents jz kept quiet.... i oe they dun buy tat idea at all..... wat hv i got to say? nth....