1ts of January 2010

its the 1st day of the yr n i m suppose to b celebrating last nite n today. instead, i ended so fired up n feeling like killing last nite n today felt like the end of the world is coming.... y is she like tat? she promised to go back to finish the balancing even if she is on CL but instead TMF told me last nite tat i mz go back to work early on mon so tat i can do all the unfinished job of yesterday's including the balancing..... i really tat she n her family is extremely troublesome..... 2009 is full of problems viv her n her family..... 3 kids oredi very troublesome n yet she had the chick to tell me tat she wan to hv another 1 more child.... PUHLEASE!!!!!! she might as well jz resign n stay at home looking after her kids n then fi she wan to hv more, I DUN CARE!!!! she's been giving me so much problems since she got promoted n i hv oredi 'lun' her til now!!!! F**K man!!! really wonder how she takes care of herself n kids.... y so much problems......

after TMF told me tat, i was so angry til my body temperature oso took a rise n ifelt like killing n screaming n 'xyz' her...... even when i took my bath n din even turn on the heater, the water felt so hot, jz like needles poking my skin.... worst is, yesterday is my bday too n yet she hv to spoil my mood for celebration!!!! Plus it’s the last day of the yr n I shd b happy n celebrating but til today I m still angry n feeling like killing her!!!!!! DAMN!!!! F**K!!!! I really wonder if my management is blind…. Y din they give her warning or threaten to sack her / demote her if she goes on like tat? How can they promote ppl like her when she is alwix on MC/EL/CL? I tot they r suppose to review all tis b4 promotion? The promotion exercise tat I was asked to take up oso got such reviews n even hv to sit for exams!!!! Which is y I m bz revising for the exam next weekend…. Frankly, when the mgt asked to go for interview for csr promotion, I din even wan to tell her wat to b prepared for…. It was sanny who told her so much….. the other day she was telling me tat her husband actually said her for alwix taking MCs n ELs n CLs, n let me hv to ‘chap sau mei’ for her n me thinking she will feel really ‘malu’ over wat she did, instead NO!!! I think her face is even thicker than the teras bumi!!!!

I believe jason oso feel the same like me…. On the 28^th, she was on mc n when I told him tat, he shook his head n sighed…. Later tat day, his mum n brother came n saw him at the counter n so jz asked wat happen…. N when Jason told them tat she is on mc, I heard her brother saying ‘aiyo, AGAIN ar…. Y alwix like tat wan’…. Imagine tat, Jason jz reported for work in October 2009 n in the space of 2mths plus, he can feel wat I hv been suffering all tis while…. So I really wondered if my branch management is either blind or ‘si bak’….. how can they tolerate such ppl?!!!!BLIND BLIND BLIND!!!!!!!!! wonder wat curse she put on them!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!

11th December 2009

1stly, its abt 19days more to my bday n so i m counting down viv happy moments..... hopefully tis coming 19days leading to my bday is filled viv even more happy moments..........

2ndly, tomolo is my CFP exam n i m so so blank now....... watever tat i studied oredi went blank d..... after tis exam, i hv another test next mth for promotion excercise.... guess wat... for tis stupid promotion excercise test, i hv text tats a thick as oxford to study!!!! really kanasai lo...... was thinking tat i cld relax n njoy my holidays, mana tau got tis mastery test pula..... haiz..................

3rdly, today was rushing to run errands n while getting into my car, the door was opening to wide n so i tried to pull the door, mana tau i felt so painful n when i finally pulled the door closed, oni to realised tat i almost broke my nails n it was bleeding...... the nails n the flesh of my fingers, due to the impact of door opening too fast, actually bended my nails the other way n was torn n so it started to bleed..... tomolo wan to exam liao like tat pula..... now my finger is so numb..... hopefully tomolo it does not get worst til i kenot write.......

4thly, i m so in the holiday mood i dun feel like working at all....... xmas la, my bday la..... so happy lo..... speaking of xmas, i still hv yet to buy xmas present for my coll.... tomolo after exams, i will b meeting oyi n hun to go shopping as well as surveying for our biz......

i shd sign off now liao..... shd go sleep earlier n wake up earlier tomolo morning n prepare for exams....... gambateh ne!!!!

8th of November 2009

today is not a very good day..... early morning, woke up to the noise of my mum n brother talking..... my bro's car accident yet AGAIN!!!!! he crashed on to the curb n his front bumper n tyre rims all gone..... luckily, he is still ok.... my dad was very angry cos tis yr alone, tis is the 3rd accident oredi....... n wasted so much on repairing the car oredi...... after tat, mum told me tat my grandaunt passed away tis morning at the old folks home...... if not mistaken, she is oredi over 100yrs old..... R.I.P. grandaunt.......

me leh... i m so looking forward to my vacation...... i'll b leaving for macau coming next mon........ been waiting so long for tis trip...... tis yr din go anywhere far...... the oni 1 place tat i've been to tis yr is cameron highlands....... plus, while watching born rich, i felt tat sabah is so so beautiful..... hoping tat i can go there too..... but tis yr oredi too late..... next yr la..... next yr, me wanna go s'pore, hopefully taiwan........ locally, i wan to go malacca, langkawi n sabah....... but then $$$ dun seem to dry at a fast pace....... so everything goes back to $$$ planning 1st then oni c if i m able to go all places..... going macau, i m oredi doubting if the $$$ i taking over is enuff for my use lo...... haiz..... really $$$ not enuff lo..... hahahahaha!!!!!!

30th October 2009

backache is back again..... tis time, its not the lower back.... its the upper back tat aches.... n i cant twist my body at all...... so painful..... tomolo if got the time, wan to go c dr d.....

15th of October 2009

i m damn sick!!!! it got worst when i woke up tis morning n suffered whole day sitting under the air-cond tat i start hving headache...... feel so pening now yet i still hv to go sumwhere to settle sth...... though the dr gave a day off tomolo, i m still thinking......

confirmation has been done n it really is his youngest bro...... i tot so though i oni saw him once.... cos tat very 1 time i saw him, he really scared me.... cos he resembles his eldest bro very much..... tat y seeing him again tis time, i was caught by surprised.......

14th of October 2009

sick.... i m falling sick.... woke up viv a swollen tonsil n sorethroat..... it was so bad tat eating bread for breakfast is like swallowing stones...... by evening, i m starting to sneeze til at nite, my voice starts changing n nose starts to get stuck oredi.... i think in a few days time i will b even worst.......

13th of October 2009

HEADACHE, HEADACHE & MORE HEADACHE!!!!!!! when will it ever go away!!!!!!!! i feel like i m abt to get sick..... starts hving sore throat oredi.... i think my tonsils r starting to swell....... soon, fever will follow.......