28th of April 2008 - overall a happy day

i knew he wld come today cos last fri he did not..... after lunch, i was looking forward to c him... n today he came when i dun hv customer so had the chance for him to drop by at my desk.... n spoke awhile..... when he submitted his chq book application i told him tat he mz rubber stamp for me n he told me "haih.... i alwix mix up wan..." then i said to him tat it's ok since i m here to remind him n smiled.... n reminded him tat chq book will b ready for collection on wed.... n he said "ok.... i will come by anyway.... oni tat i alwix c u so bz n wan to talk to u oso kenot" n i replied him "u say nia la.... say alwix come but i m sure u did not come by last fri ma" n he jz kept quiet... cos he noe tat i was right... n told me tat he will try to come on wed.... even if he dun come, he will come on fri wan la...... dun noe y everytime c him, my mood will b better..... no matter how frust oso i wld feel better after seeing him.... oni tat i cant seem to find a way to noe if he is attached..... i really wonder if he is.... n funny thing is, ever since i told him tat my lunch time is 11.30am, the next time he wld come after my lunch time....... plus.... everytime he come, he wld keep looking at my desk n if nobody, he wld come by, sit down n yak viv me...... he felt the same as well? oh ya!!!..... when he came today n while i was yakking viv him, i noticed tat he is looking at my ring le.... y ar? if he felt the same, y dun wan to take the 1st step???!!!! wat is keeping him back? commitment to another person?