22nd of April 2008

today i had a sudden interest in astrology n found a website where they calculate by bdate n tats exactly wat i tried n these r the results of myself n my x n tat bitch......

myself n x

lisa and david, you both have a four in this part of the chart, indicating a relationship that is either excellent or extremely stressful. There is not much room in the middle.
Your lifestyle requirements are probably very similar. You both like a certain amount of predictability and routine in your lives. That does not mean you don't like to be surprised every once in a while, but you like your daily routines to be firmly established and, preferably, not interrupted.
The success of your relationship relies largely on how compatible your daily routines are. The details are important because both of you tend to get quickly irritated when your carefully established daily routines are disturbed. It is important that you respect each other’s needs and habits. Even if other numbers in your charts point to a certain amount of flexibility and adaptability, you both have a tendency to, at least in some areas of your life, create an environment that is finely tuned and designed to accommodate your daily physical, mental and spiritual needs.
Even aside from your compatibility, you should arrange for yourself a secure, well-organized and predictable lifestyle. You both need a solid foundation to be able to face your daily challenges and opportunities. Unless your daily routines are compatible, it will be impossible for you to sustain this relationship without making some adjustments. Don't attempt to sacrifice part or all of your needs and desires to accommodate your partner. It will work only for the short term. Arrange a more separate routine, instead. There is nothing wrong with two partners living a small part of their daily life without much interaction. It is better than trying to adjust to each other, thereby creating small irritations and minor annoyances that, over time, turn into growing sources of anger.
lisa and david, you are both reliable, dependable people. You honor your promises, which is a powerful ally in your relationship, since it is important for david to be able to rely on lisa, and vice versa.
However, if taken too far, your grounded, practical nature can also create a somewhat rigid lifestyle that will most likely lead to frustration and gradual alienation from friends and family members. Lacking tolerance and open-minded acceptance of other people's lifestyles can put a stranglehold on your social life and, indirectly, a strain on your relationship.
Therefore, as you may have realized by now, the keywords to your success and to a pleasant relationship are tolerance and flexibility.

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x n bitch

david and mary, your combination is almost made in heaven. The “almost” can’t be left out because there are some sharp angles to be rounded off. This relationship is founded more on intellectual and spiritual levels than on the sensual, physical plane. david is practical and grounded, goal-oriented - david is a doer. david can take ideas, quickly eliminate what won’t work or is unrealistic, and then make the realistic ideas materialize. david is of the earth. mary, on the other hand, is full of ideas and spiritual search, philosophical and a bit of a dreamer. So, earth and heaven make up this combination, and, just like earth and heaven, you can’t exist without each other. Although this is only one aspect of the chart, its influence will help you overcome many of the obstacles and challenges inherit in every relationship.
This combination is often found among relationships that started at a very early age - something that can be explained by the fact that both numbers are drawn to each other because what they have to offer is exactly what they need from each other. david experiences mary’s more abstract and philosophical outlook on life as offering freedom and space for david’s solid, dependable, but somewhat too structured, restricting views. At the same time, david offers mary a stable, secure port in an internal universe that is often chaotic and highly unstable. As a number seven, mary knows the dangers that lurk in the dark corners of the subconscious when the mind wonders too far into the realms of dreams and abstract fears. While david offers a safe haven to mary, helping mary find peace and comfort, mary, in return, brings freedom to david’s spiritual and mental experiences. Supported by this mutual complementation, this four and seven combination can bring about childhood romances that will last for a lifetime.
The sharp angles I mentioned earlier are found on the more mundane, physical plane. This is where you both may have to compromise if you want your relationship to develop. While david requires order and respectability, mary is more comfortable with a bit of chaos, in which mary can pose as an observer, an unconventional observer, not per se seeking the approval of others.
If you are successful in compromising on the material plane, your relationship will be very satisfying and you will get as close to the proverbial “soul mates” as any two people can get.

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no wonder they were so 'compatible' la..... 'soul mates' wor..... but then again, 1 bastard n 1 bitch is alwix the best matched!!!! no wonder no matter wat i do oso he n i can never get back.... bcos his soul mate had appeared..... if i wld hv known, i wld not even let myself suffer the past 1 yr.... it was a waste of time fighting n praying tat he n i will get back..... he n i r practically the same kind of ppl tats y, if w/out tolerance, he n i cld never b together....

u noe, during the 2 yrs of relationship, i had never dreamt of him at all..... n 2 days ago, i did.... in the dream, we were attending a small party a hse tat i dun recognise n i was in the kitchen helping out n he was there doing all tat i was suppose to do.... the moment i wan to take the knife to cut vege, he wld come up quietly, take the knife fr my hand n do the cutting for me...... in the dream, we did not even talk at all...... its jz tat nia..... he did not even say a single thing to me at all....... n ,though i was frustrated by his actions in the dream, i did not even say a single word to him too..... i dun noe wat is tis suppose to mean but myself now wld no longer wan to talk to him at all...... now the urge of wanting to rtn all his stuffs n cut ties is much stronger.... i blieve tat once i did tat, even if we do meet up in future, i wld no longer acknowledge him at all..... it wld b as though i had erased him fr my life n memory..... funnily, talking bout tis, my tears welled up, n my heart felt so sad n sour.....

but no matter how oso, he n i is oredi a past.... now i m looking forward to my future w/out him.... my future of wat i used to blieve in... my future of wat i had oredi planned way b4 i met him......