last day of January 2008

today was quite bz..... so many things to do n so many phone calls to answer......... time is so precious cos too many things to do n follow but lack of time...... my filing is as high as i m when i m sitted at my chair!!! wat to do...... my partner is a preggers n kenot carry things, kenot do pressuring jobs, so i hv to do lo........ sum more, today a customer of mne came to submit the letter of offer tat he missed out when submitting his e-banking form but i cld not find the form tat he previously submitted to me!!! i remembered xtremely clearly tat i put it in a bundle of outstandings n tied it viv a rubberband the day b4 yesterday n then place it on top of my files next to me n yet today i can't find the form......... things r like tat wan..... when u look for it, u wun b able to find it wan! but when u do not wan to find it, it will appear fr no where........ oredi a few times happened to me............ in the end, i called the customer n apologized n asked if he cld come n sign the form for me again n xpected to b scolded by the customer but he did not...... i offered to bring him the form so tat he does not hv to come by twice as he needs his son to sign as well but he insisted tat he will drop by......... so i really cross my fingers n prayed damn hard n hope tat i will b able to find the form instead! plus, today i got my 1st ang pow of 2008 CNY!!!! given to me by a regular customer of mine........ hehe!!!

jz now i was browsing thru my friendster profile n came across a viewer whom i dun really noe but when i went thru her profile oni to realise tat she is related to a fren tat i noe....... n while going thru her pix, i saw a picture viv my fren n gf in it n then i felt sth funny........ so i went to search for the gf's profile n saw quite a lot fr her profile......... out of sudden i felt bad.......... she seems to b a very nice gal n i felt bad doing things tat i shdn't do to her.......... but, like a fren of mine once said, when the need arises, at times u jz can't seem to help but to jz do the wrong thing.............. at times i really dun noe wat i m doing when it comes to relationships................... frankly i do not ask much for a guy..... jz hope tat tis guy is honest n 1312 (in cantonese) to me oni but look like its sth tat is totally out of my reach! guys tat i noe dun seem to fulfil tat....... its either he end up cheating on me or he is oredi sum1 else's bf............

i dun noe wat kind of a relationship i m currently in now n where i stand viv him.......... i never ask much fr him infact! but he seems to b way out of my reach as he is blonged to........ tat is y i once said, i m a very unlucky gal in terms of love n the god had left me fr all his plannings every yr............ so no matter how much i hope for sth, it will never happen to me cos god dun love me anymore............ even the god oso dun love me oredi, no wonder ppl around me oso dun love me....... sad.............. really sad.....................