2nd of june 2009

jz came back from the dance rehearsal at YMCA...... today our skirt is finally here n its...... not nice...... its so bulky n heavy.... n guess wat, our top is a corset..... haih..... i wan to pengsan d..... jz now sum more ask me to try the corset cos wanna take my measurement..... fact is, i cant even fit into tat corset....... haha!!!! how i wished i dun hv to dance mana tau, the trainer said tat i will wear a tube inside n the will pin the corset for me pula....... means tat no matter how oso kena pakai d lo..... haih............... plus, my partner commented tat my skirt is too 'phong' for him to stand bhind me closely which is the directive of the trainer n he laughed..... KNS!!!!! i oso felt so... the skirt very kembang lo cos they sew the nettings bneath..... and its not jz 1 nettings..... its a lot!!!! the skirt is 5kg in weight!!!!! can u imagine tat? its equivalent to a packet of rice...... n our dress is black in color..... though the nettings r colourful......

after the dance, i was down viv bad headache n i felt like hitting my head to the wall..... the headache is really driving me to the walls...... even as i m typing tis, my head is throbbing..... tonite mz rest early cos tomolo nite onwards my dance practice is at nite..... our full dress rehearsal is on thurs n fri on actual stage........ i blieve we will overcome watever tat comes our way within tis 3 days for the best performance on sat nite..... wish me well guys!!!! oh ya..... wish tat i n D***** will stirke sum spark!!!!! wakakaka..... jz joking..... afterall, i was kinda hoping tat a dream o mine will come true....... hehehe!!!!! cross fingers............. haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!