03rd of June 2009 - A BLOODY IDIOT DAY FULL OF FRUSTRATION!!!!!!

as the headers says it, today is a bloody idiot day full of frustrations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I M DAMN FRUSTRATED N ANGRY N I REALLY CLD KILL!!!!! early in the morning, tat ms ch'ng come find fault viv abt yesterday's case n kept insisting tat its my mistake which got me so boiled up n frustrated viv anger tat i cld not even finish my breakfast...... then came my partner pula..... i told her to b sharp to reach office at 12.30pm fr lunch as i hv to travel to pulau tikus for a short course but tis idiot came back at almost 1, i m hv to rush to pualau tikus n summore take my lunch!!!! plus, 2 other coll fr other branch is following my transport.... after the course, as i was travelling back, she called to informed tat her maid ran away during lunch n tat she's gotto take 2 days of EL, tomolo n fri, to settle her stuff cos nobody to care for her children!!!! then wat abt me? i m going for rehearsal tomolo n fri as well n i hv requested to leave work early so tat i hv time to rest b4 the rehearsal n granted!!!!! now tis!!! then wat time oni i can go back if she is not working? who is going to finish up the things for me? FYI, I M NOT PAID OT FOR THE REHEARSAL U NOE..... N NOT GIVEN TIME OFF FOR THE LOST SLEEP WAN U NOE!!!!! I M OREDI VERY VERY TIRED DUE TO NOT ENUFF SLEEP TIS PAST FEW DAYS N SUM MORE WORRIED BOUT MY STUDIES!!!!! I KNEW TIS IS GOING TO COME TATS Y I OSO INSISTED TAT I DO NOT WAN TO PARTICIPATE IN THE STAFF PERFORMANCE AT THE 1ST PLACE..... SO NOW HOW? I HV TO ENDURE TIS ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F**K!!!!!

I ONI I CLD KILL, THE 1ST TO B DEAD IS MY DAMN PARTNER N THE 2ND IS MS CH'NG...... PLUS NEXT YR ONWARDS, NO MORE STAFF PERFORMANCES N THEME AWARDS N ALL TAT KIND OF THINGS OREDI...... LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!! DAMN TIS LIFE N TODAY!!!!! I BET TONITE IS NOT GOING TO B A GD NITE FOR ME AS WELL....... ALL STARTED VIV TAT F**KING MS CH'NG!!!!!!!!