29th of May 2009

so fast oredi come to the end of may d..... n dinner is next weekend..... i m starting to feel nervous...... nervous if i will hv stage fright on the real day n make mistake..... 1st rehearsal on wed nite for razak dali (RD) to qc n i wore the boots tat i newly bought on tues nite.... n sufferred toe ache after the 1st rehearsal b4 RD came..... n i changed to my comfy white 'mousy' flats n the 2nd rehearsal was perfect...... i cld not do a split viv the boots at the surface n my rubber soles does not go viv each other...... i end up stuck halfway splitting n fell to the side...... the 2ns rehearsal was better after changing shoes.... at least my feet dun hurt anymore..... n i did the split nicely n gracefully compared to the 1st....... when it came to tango..... 1st time ard, he was ok..... 2nd time, he crashed on me so hard even harder than last thurs' rehearsal at YMCA..... so i told him tat if he were to crashed on me so hard on the real day, i will fall off the stage d n he laughed n apologised.....

next week, will b practicing fr tues onwards...... i bet i m going to hv a hell of time considering tat i will not b having enuff sleep...... luckily, i m on leave from 9th onwards for a week for exam preparations...... lately..... i felt tat i hv been dreaming of my dance partner too much...... dun noe y oso...... ada saja mimpi nia...... funny funny 1s oso hv...... romantic 1s as well..... how come i dun dream of the guy tat i like to c in the dance group ar? hmmm........ hope tonite will dream of him la..... hahahaha!!!! anyway, wish me well for the coming week til the real day.... pray tat i dun do mistake..... hope everything goes well be it rehearsal or the real day...... pray tat i will overcome tis stage fright feeling in me...... gambateh, pg region 1!!!!!!!!