08th of March 2010

today, for the 2nd time of the yr, i felt so so so pissed viv my job..... the 1st time was last mon n tues when the auditor, Ms Lim was so unpleasant...... she kept coming to me for the files n reports when i m working alone bcos my partner is on Compassionate Leave...... at 1 point of time, she came to me n put the cards balancing in front of me while i m midway serving a customer n insisted tat i m to find out for her y its not balance ON THE SPOT!!!! if not for my customer to voice out, she din even notice tat i hv customers..... during tat time, there were 15-20 ppl in queue waiting for my counter n they hv oredi waited for more than an hr n oredi very angry.... here comes other ppl to cut queue n tis auditor pula come kacau me viv the balancing....... i was xtremely upset to the point, i almost cried.... i really felt then to tender my resignation..... after tat auditor, came a customer who hv been waiting for almost 2hrs screaming at me for not following queue no pula...... since when did i not follow the queue? all the disturbance was internal...... the most hated thing is she started to compare other banks to us n saying tat other banks give better service la, no queue la.... then y at the 1st place does she wan to still wait for her turn? plus, she said tat other banks give better rates to her, so y wanna still put in our bank? DAMN STUPID!!!!

today, tis is oso the 2nd time my partner did tis mistake n i hv to bear tis together viv her pula...... she issued the a cheque book to a third party who is luckily the husband of the owner..... but case is, the owner is angry y did we give her chq book to her husband.... n her daughter, on the hand n non of her god damn biz, wans to sue us for negligence bcos 8 chqs hv gone thru...... worst is, though the owner kept saying tat she noes its not my fault, she said tat if her daughter insist on sueing us, she wans me, my partner n my abm to foot the bill!!!! WTF!!!! wat does it hv got to do viv me?!?!?!?!?!

lately, a lot hv been happening n i m very very unhappy viv my job n feeling very down n unmotivated..... all i kept thinking abt lately is travelling..... really wan to go travelling n release tension..... though currently planning for s'pore trip in june, i really i can go travelling immediately...... jz wanna leave everything here n go relax...... arghhhhhhhh.....................