1ts of January 2010

its the 1st day of the yr n i m suppose to b celebrating last nite n today. instead, i ended so fired up n feeling like killing last nite n today felt like the end of the world is coming.... y is she like tat? she promised to go back to finish the balancing even if she is on CL but instead TMF told me last nite tat i mz go back to work early on mon so tat i can do all the unfinished job of yesterday's including the balancing..... i really tat she n her family is extremely troublesome..... 2009 is full of problems viv her n her family..... 3 kids oredi very troublesome n yet she had the chick to tell me tat she wan to hv another 1 more child.... PUHLEASE!!!!!! she might as well jz resign n stay at home looking after her kids n then fi she wan to hv more, I DUN CARE!!!! she's been giving me so much problems since she got promoted n i hv oredi 'lun' her til now!!!! F**K man!!! really wonder how she takes care of herself n kids.... y so much problems......

after TMF told me tat, i was so angry til my body temperature oso took a rise n ifelt like killing n screaming n 'xyz' her...... even when i took my bath n din even turn on the heater, the water felt so hot, jz like needles poking my skin.... worst is, yesterday is my bday too n yet she hv to spoil my mood for celebration!!!! Plus it’s the last day of the yr n I shd b happy n celebrating but til today I m still angry n feeling like killing her!!!!!! DAMN!!!! F**K!!!! I really wonder if my management is blind…. Y din they give her warning or threaten to sack her / demote her if she goes on like tat? How can they promote ppl like her when she is alwix on MC/EL/CL? I tot they r suppose to review all tis b4 promotion? The promotion exercise tat I was asked to take up oso got such reviews n even hv to sit for exams!!!! Which is y I m bz revising for the exam next weekend…. Frankly, when the mgt asked to go for interview for csr promotion, I din even wan to tell her wat to b prepared for…. It was sanny who told her so much….. the other day she was telling me tat her husband actually said her for alwix taking MCs n ELs n CLs, n let me hv to ‘chap sau mei’ for her n me thinking she will feel really ‘malu’ over wat she did, instead NO!!! I think her face is even thicker than the teras bumi!!!!

I believe jason oso feel the same like me…. On the 28^th, she was on mc n when I told him tat, he shook his head n sighed…. Later tat day, his mum n brother came n saw him at the counter n so jz asked wat happen…. N when Jason told them tat she is on mc, I heard her brother saying ‘aiyo, AGAIN ar…. Y alwix like tat wan’…. Imagine tat, Jason jz reported for work in October 2009 n in the space of 2mths plus, he can feel wat I hv been suffering all tis while…. So I really wondered if my branch management is either blind or ‘si bak’….. how can they tolerate such ppl?!!!!BLIND BLIND BLIND!!!!!!!!! wonder wat curse she put on them!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!