21st of May 2009

started the week not wanting to continue viv the dance practice as i realised tat i cld not finish revising for my exams next mth..... but when i told my abm my wish, he told me off n tat i can manage both...... i m worried tat i may not get thru tis round as its getting tougher n i can feel it..... but i really cant do anything d except accepting tis fact..... next yr, i will make myself clear tat i will not attend the dinner d..... easier..... n if i fail my exam tis round, i will never heed anything he ask me to do d.....

anyway, back to the dance practice...... last thursday, i was supposed to go to EQ for a rehearsal for the PAD director to c but i fell sick.... so sick tat even awake, i felt very dizzy..... i was on mc tat day so i did not attend the rehearsal..... mana tau tis monday during practice, i was told tat they had change the grand finale steps!!! pening liao... meaning all tis while we hv been practicing the wrong steps.... haih..... plus, last thurs, the rest had practiced at EQ.... so those who din attend missed everything.... so hv to learn again....

the usherettes were ask to go to RM office as well on the same day to take their body measurement for their dress as well as a briefing viv ms chong.... when there is so many ppl there, one the male dancers did a very very malu thing..... he was carrying his partner to the other side of the hall so tat she dun need to run later to get in place for tango.... mana tau, he fell down after 2-3 steps carrying her..... all of us stopped to c them, shocked!!! luckily nth happened.... n it was so malu as everyone was there staring..... hahaha!!!!

i was given off on tues as my partner was to attend court hearing for a case for PBB n i heard tat sth funnier happenned..... while dancing, dun noe which idiot farted n it was so smelly tat everybody stopped halfway n quickly rushed for the window to get fresh air..... according to my coll who went, she said it's so smelly tat she felt like vomiting..... really wondering who wld hv done it man!!!!

wed practice was like usual n khomar quite satisfied though he felt tat all of us were so sleepy n tired.... he played the grand finale song n asked us to dance freestyle but everybody was stunt n jz stood there looking at him, who was so in the mood for dancing..... then, he said tat he felt all of us r still very shy towards each other even after so many weeks dancing to together.... but fact is, yes.... most of us still hv the shy feeling...... wat to do? haih....

today, we had a combined rehearsal at YMCA..... everybody was there n i was panic n shaking as there were 100 over ppl there..... never danced b4 in front of so many ppl..... luckily after it started, i felt better n got over tis feeling..... n while doing the half split, i mz hv done it wrong cos i sprained my ankle.... the 1st time, it was not so as it was jz normal pain..... the 2nd time around got worst n my ankle started to swell..... n, while hving to deal viv the pain, my dance partner pula came to position too fast tat he crashed towards me during the 2 times rehearsals n i almost fell.... luckily he was fast emuff to pull me back or i really fall d.... then he kept apologising..... the 1st time ok la cos my ankle not so bad ma..... the 2nd time, he crashed towards me harder than the 1st time n viv my painful ankle, i was lagi wan to fall..... oredi so unbalance due to balancing on 1 leg.... haih.... my dad jz massaged my ankle for me nia n hope tat it will b better tomolo..... i m thinking if i can drive to work tomolo as i m driving a manual car.... hmmm...... any volunteers to b my driver? nah.... nobody wld wan to go to tis extend for me wan la..... who m i wor?..... i m myself n i m single...... no life partner to care for lo...... but i m not worried cos i noe i will b strong for myself....