07th of may 2009

today had my dance practice viv a visitor.... our trainer's leader came to check our dance practice is up to which level.... n she is such a bloody idiot tat zam n i hated her so much..... i bet the rest oso felt the same..... anyway, we practiced in front of her n she was pin-pointing our problems n wan us to dance like a professional.... but f**k, we r NOT professional!!!!! we r bankers!!!! but then, we cant say a word so jz hv to follow like a lamb..... we danced n danced n danced til she is satisfied but luckily, she did not pin-point at our dance so much compared to the 1st group... the 1st group kept on forgetting their steps n our trainer oso very frus viv them.... though they made it thru viv mistakes, the leader was not very nice.....

worse of all, when ppl start concentrating on my doings, i will start to panic n do wrong.... n i did when she was looking at our tango..... i danced wrongly n my partner, daniel was asking wat i m doing n y i skip step..... i jz replied tat i was being panic..... but he was nice enuff to support me back n i start to calm down a bit.... luckily he was there when i was panic.... if not, i sure kena scolding d..... oh ya!!! today, our trainder add the last step to our can can dance.... n wat was it? its a split!!!! asked us to half split on the stage at the end of our dance n for tat split which tat idiot leader is not satisfied viv esp when one of us kept holding her skirt up when we r suppose to leave it down.... until she did it rite, we hv to repeat spliting.... split til my left knee oso bruised d..... haih..... so ko lian lo...... next week still got sum more lo.... die liao la.......