memories of the past

tis past few days, i did not sleep well.... right b4 sleep, all those past keeps flooding back into my mind... n it hurts.... the more u try to forget, the more it comes flooding back..... i wonder how long more tat i hv to endure b4 i finally forget those unhappy episodes.................. out of sudden, i had a very strong urge to cut all ties...... i guess tis will help me to forget better? anyway, its abt time to do jz tat.... at least not so 'ngan yuen'...........

lately, i hv been thinking quite a lot too..... but i blieve tat all happen for a reason n its a lesson to learn. oso blieve tat the lesson learnt will teach me to b smarter in future...... no doubt tat i dun noe wat my future holds for me but i noe tat i will b able to breeze thru it.... the worst had been endured, the rest wld b better than tat d...... being on ur own is not a nightmare, infact its a blessing....... its the best blessing cos we wld never betray ourself......