25th of February 2008 - restless day

today was damn busy...... so many customers out of sudden all come at the same time.... haih.... let me work til kenot breathe nia.... oredi la sick..... haih........ by the time finish work, i m oredi almost voiceless...... n now while i m typing tis, i practically lost my voice d..... tomolo no need to talk d........ sad..... so sad...... everytime oso like tis.....everytime i sick it starts viv sore throat where the tonsils will slowly start to swell which within a few hrs, i will b having high fever then when fever is over, i will start to hv flu n then bcome voiceless....... its been going on for yrs d..... until i even tot of removing those tonsils once n for all so tat i wun go thru all tis again but i asked around n the replies r not so bright...... so i guess i will go around for advise til i m satisfied oni then i will decide wat i will do....... i shd b going to rest d...... back to the series tat i was watching, heart of greed, like i said, it reminds me of all those incidents tat happened for the past 2 yrs..... it made me so sad...... cried.... but i guess it wun do anything to turn all those painful incidents to happy ones........ n i guess the best thing tat i hv ever done for myself in tis 2 yrs is to finally leave him...... i believe time will heal all the pain n erase all those painful memories.....