birthday wish

its my bday today! n i hope tat my yr ahead is better than watever tat i hv been thru the past 2 yrs...... i hope tat i can finally let go of all those memories n start over anew...... i hope i can finally close everything tat i gave him n lose contact...... no matter wat, i hope tat i will forget him once n for all........

even its my bday, he did not even wished me like he used to.... a week ago he promised to clear all his job to keep my bday free to accompany me but til now, there's totally no call at all..... i kept telling myself tat the more i put hope in him, the worst i will hurt myself n i guess tis will go on til i finally let go..... so i guess after today, i noe wat to do oredi..... 2 days ago was tat bitch's bday n i guess he mz hv celebrated viv her....... so i might as well forget him n all those tat happened...... its useless to still stick to the past which i noe will end viv nothing.....

anyway, happy birthday to myself n hope everything runs smooth for the yr ahead.......