Friday, November 28, 2008

28th November 2008 - SUFFOCATION OF LIFE!!!

i felt so suffocated by my life.... y does everything hv to b tis way in my life? y never gd things ever happen to me? y? y? Y? i often asked myself tat n never noeing y.... if oni i can jz loosen myself away fr tis family, wldn't it b gd? if oni i can leave tis world, wldn't it b nicer? if oni, if oni, IF ONI.... tats all tat i can think of but never realising any of it..... if gd things never will come my way, so dear god, y dun u jz let me go? those who died during the horrific attacks in Mumbai never ask for tis, y i hv to go thru all tis? y? y? Y? i kept asking myself..... i beg u dear god to let me leave.... leave tis life which is full of sadness.....

2 comments:

lynniezz said...

there's always obstacle in our life. you always have negative thinking of leaving... you are jz showing that you doesn't want to face the problem. Before you blame on anything, have you thought what could have cause this to happen? Why is it happening to you?

If only you could sit down, calm and think. You'll be surprise this can be avoided if only you have thought of that earlier...

I doesn't know what happened, but I just want to say, your parents love and care very much of you. alot of things can be seen of that..

Jz appreciate what you have now... you'll not know what will happen to your loved ones. there's no point to regret after that... be strong and most of all take care of ur self.. there's no point to leave the world because of such small things...

Walk the Walk said...

everytin happen for a reason, be it good or bad...bad things will definitely comes after good things...it is on how good u remember the good things that will keep u going during the bad times....

Parents are fates that took a few life times to accummulate...u don become their daughter for no reason...it must have been sometin good that u have done in your past life that in this life, u r their daughter, bringing to them laughter and they giving u the shelter and to educate you to be the person that we know....

have a good rest, and before u know, u are frustrated over nothing...the thing is so small that before u knw it, u guys a joyfully sitting round the table enjoying lunch/dinner again!!!