23rd of November 2008

today i witnessed a very close fren of mine quarrelled viv her bf n then broke up over the phone..... it was very painful listening to her speaking to him as he was being illogical....... one part of me felt sad tat their relationship had to come to tis end but the other part of me felt pity for him....... watever she said to him on the phone was wat i heard from a past....... n it made me very sad n felt like crying along viv her.....

both of them had been quarreling since last oct n yet the decision was not made as she is waiting for him to speak up but he did not wan to let go...... all tis happening is like repeating my history.... she had put out her cards tat she wanted to break but he jz dun seem to get it n then forced her to her limits n finally she said it out...... after tat she started to wonder if she had made the rite decision..... to me, there is no rite or wrong..... once a decision hv been made, there is no going back to it..... no point of thinking if it is rite or wrong..... u will never noe til u go thru til the end of the process..... in her case, staying on will get her more upset n the chance to break free is far fr her reach..... if she breaks, she wld feel happier noeing tat she had her life back on track...... it will hurt for sure considering the length of their relationship but she will get thru it all n put it all behind her...... tats if she successfully convinced him tomolo......

i jz hope she will calm down n make a gd decision..... now, she really needs to rest her mind..... though it will hurt, it better once n for all..... i noe i hv made the rite choice even though once awhile, i tend to look back but i will never noe if i did not let go then.......