17days after

17 days later...... i realised tat i totally dun noe wat to say to him anymore....... infact i guess he felt the same too....... for 1/2hr we sat in the car but said nothing....... suddenly when reality hit back tat we were no longer wat we used to b n hv things to say to each other, my tears actually fell.............. if oni we had never started, all tis wun happen n i will still b the happy go lucky self...... for the period of time he din even said a single thing....... until at last he said tat he will try his best to meet me up for dinner tomolo nite tat it triggered my angry nerve...... i got out of the car w/out a word n left viv him screaming bhind me if its ok to meet tomolo nite....... after leaving the car i actually felt tat i did the rite thing....... all tis while i hv been too soft hearted n listen too much to him d........... last nite he said tat he will b leaving pg soon n going to kl to work as he was offered a better deal....... i may hv snapped back at him but i felt tat it will b the best decision done........ although i was hoping tat i cld leave pg but mayb a vacation helped...... his decison to leave may jz b the best for both of us...... ppl say 'out of sight out of mind'..... i hoped tis will apply to me soon......... letting go of tis past far bhind me will do me good for the yrs to come....... lets jz pray tat i will breeze thru tis in peace n calmly..............

KAMPATEI! KAMPATEI! KAMPATEI!