18th of Oct 2008

exactly a yr had past n it will 4ever stay a part of lotus gal's life n memories..... it will b the most xpensive n hurtful lesson learnt by lotus gal...... but its a past.... a buried past...... life now for lotus is diff though changed but happier than during the 2 yrs b4......... used to think tat i will not survive tis long but now i did...... i blieve i will b better a yr later.......

jz came back fr bali n frankly, it was not wat i had xpected it wld b..... other than the beautiful Tanah Lot n those beaches at Kuta n Jimbaran, i dun even recall anything there.... my advise is tat if u r planning for a trip there, think twice...... the oni recommendation i hv is tat if u r planning for romantic wedding pictures, u can alwix go to Tanah Lot.... ITS THE MOST ROMANTIC PLACE OF ALL!!!!!!!!!! the sunset viv the strong waves hitting the beach is the most beautiful sight..... how i wish i m there for my wedding picture....... but i doubt tat it wld ever happen......... not tat i doubt i wld b able to take pictures there but i doubt if i wld ever marry......

anyway, i will b updating my pics soon cos i m very tired fr the trip..... my leg muscles r damn painful fr climbing n going the stairs when going for water rafting n til now, i m still having headaches...... n still having diarrhoe...... n still having the vomitting feeling as my stomach is having digestion problems........

next weekend is my hse warming n i will take pictures n upload again..... so stay put..... me now wanna go to sleep d.... very tired n sleepy.....