26th of July 2008

Today is a very happy day for me….. cos today, I found out a lot of information bout him…… the world is really tat small….. today I had an appointment viv slimming sanctuary together viv YGL… so I went there very early for tat hoping tat when we finish, we cld do sum window shopping around…. But on my way, amber called n said tat is at home alone viv nothing to do n asked if wan to go out…. So I told her tat YGL n I is heading to QBM for the slimming thingy n then window shop n asked her if she wans to join us after tat for lunch then oni window shop n she agreed…. So we reached QBM viv lots of carparks for us to choose n head to slimming sanctuary to continue viv our trial course….

After the course, we had another half an hr b4 amber reaches, so we went walking around awhile…. While looking at watches, we met Audrey n her mum at city chain n she asked if we wan lunch together….. so we said ok but meeting up viv amber lo….. then we went walking around awhile until 1pm then we met up viv amber at sakae for lunch….. he was there…. N he took us to our table….. I was so shy….. but anyway, he left after taking us to our table n a waitress took our drinks order… then amber said tat 2 of her hsemates will b meeting us too… everything was fine until her fren, ai tee came n then everything happens so fast tat I dun even realize tat it is happening……

din noe how it bcome tat yuan lai ai tee is a coursemate of one of the mgt trainee in sakae, jenny.... n dun noe how it OSO turned out to b tat she oso noe him!!!! it was amber who 1st asked ai tee if she noes him n she immediately lights up n answered her 'yes' n immediately waved him over!!!! he came by n i dun noe y i took shield bside audrey but was listening in to their conversation.... ai tee introduced us all n asked iif he previously applied for a job in pbb n y he did not take up n then jenny said tat he was offered the pbb job in kl but he wanted to remain in penang.... n then asked us if got any vacancy in penang branches.... amber was looking at me all the while n she eyed me to talk to him but i was so shy i cld not even say a word.... then they interviewed him awhile more b4 letting him off to work n then jenny was telling us tat he is still single la n tat was thinking of leaving sakae but cld not get a better job.... dun noe y the moment i heard tat he is single i felt so relieved.... n then b4 ai tee went back to work, they asked her if got extra discount or not since ai tee is her fren... n she smiled n said got but no one noes tat i got member card... she went off n then came back awhile later viv his card instead n told us to present the card for discount....

n tats how i finally get to confirm his full name..... all tis while, i was rite bout his name n the news bout him still single is a gd news..... funnily was, fr the moment amber asked ai tee if he noes him, audrey got the impression tat she is interested in him n she had non-stop teasing amber n him.... then amber asked me if i wan to clarify things for her.... i smiled but said nothing.... then they asked him to come write the bill for us n then i returned his card as i oredi have mine, he smiled... then i proceed back to counter for pymt n queued up lo... but the queue was quite long n he saw tat n quickly made his way back to the counter passing bhind me n i guess mz b overlooking my msg as i was writing sms... then when it was my turn, i asked how to change add cos i've moved n he asked tat gal to take over while he get me the change of address form... i so pai seh lo......

after i made pymt, audrey teased me pula... amber told her the truth bout him n she was non-stop teasing me.... audrey said tat if she knew earlier, she wld hv teased me n him more.... i lagi pai seh..... i wld prefer to remain a secret admirer than letting him noe.... but then after wat happened, i kept thinking of him n wat happened.... i wonder if he recognise me the next time i go there..... n i oso wonder if he felt the same like i did when he was asked to our table.... n i was oso thinking wat he actually tot of me..... haih............ i oso dun noe.... i dun noe if i can face him again the next time i go there..... haih.................

next up is, i had a dream bout a long time fren of mine AGAIN for the 3RD TIME in a few mths time...... in tis dream, he actually hugged me, held my hands n kissed my forehead... his presence is really felt... the hug, the warmth of his hand n his kiss is so real..... each dream i had abt him is making me uncomfortable.... cos both of us cld never b together n yet the dreams appeared so real..... is there a meaning behind? wat r they trying to tell me bout our relationship?