11th January 2011

its oni the 11th day of 2011 n i hv oredi heard few bad news.... the yr started viv my partner not doing wat i hv told her to do since 2mths ago.... n i was like a crazy gal seacrhing for sth tat she had kept but dun recall wer she kept it n i m still searching for it now..... fed up!!!! 2mths!!!! she din even bother to do tat.... its oso her job too!!! cant she jz do her part n give sum space to do my job as well.... though i m a senior, i cant b doing everything on my own when tis is a joint job...... really kanasai.....

then, peng's husband getting worst n currently, she had moved out of his hse after tat cheap lady threaten to hurt her.... i was kinda hoping she wld leave a long time ago cos i can feel tat she is very pressured staying there n a little not sane..... she cant think straight.... but now, i oni can hope tat her things will finally come to an end earlier so tat she finally start over viv her new life...... though these bad memories will stay forever viv her but i hope she will quickly leave all tis n begin over viv her new life n live better than b4....

then, my partner's sudden 3days mc last week n in addition to the job undone, i was so ....... really bo lat.... every1 kept asking wer is the new register n all i can say is i cant even find the stock.... luckily, mr yu found a relief for me n tat really helps a lot... at least part of my job can finish earlier, then i can do more filings.... my filings hv been left undone since end of sept as i was too bz viv other jobs.....

along the week, peng's case got more updates n everytime, its worst than b4.... i can oni pray n hope tat everything will b over soon..... in between, there were sum d news too..... 1st gd news, my fren's court case finally got thru n she is finally free..... i m really happy for her.... now she finally start her life n plan her future according to her wish..... i wish her the best of everything in the future.... hope all her future dreams comes true..... at the end of the 1st week, i meet viv another fren who is getting married next mth..... n as the days drew nearer, we, the frens, r getting more excited n she is getting more pening viv her undone wedding chores... since she is working in kl n her wedding is in penang n ipoh.... so i can oni help her viv sum of her undone chores......

the start of the 2 week, oyi informed tat her grandma was admitted again...... i can oni pray n hope tat their family will b strong...... as frens, we can oni pray n hope her grandma will recover soon......

tis morning, after a day of mc yesterday, while working, i overheard my officer telling a customer tat one of our relief senior officer, a 3mths retiree, passed away yesterday after an accident 4days ago on his motorcycle at the penang bridge.... i was so shocked.. it suddenly made me realized tat life is really short.... he jz oni retired 3 mths ago n baru oni wan to start enjoy his retirement but now he is gone..... tis makes me finally realize tat i hv done sth rite in my life..... traveling..... though is $$$ wasting but at least i hv lived my life vivout regrets.... so i shall go travel as much i can afford so tat when i die, i dun regret....

n i jz got to noe tat wee lee's grandma passed away n was cremated tis morning.... n worst is, during dinner jz now, his mum slipped n fell while tokking on the [hone n walking..... haih..... i hope his mum will recover soon..... if she dun, wee lee will b worried....

all the gd news n bad news come together.... i hvnt had the chance to register the details of 1 event, another happened.... i hope after all tis series of mixed events, the gd news will keep coming as we step into the yr of rabbit..... i hope every1 peng peng an an, do wat oso soon soon li li........ to those who had bad news, i hope all the bad things will end soon n tat everything gd will come...... to those viv gd news, i hope the gd news never stops........ i hope every1 wld take care of their health as the weather is not gd recently (i oso fell sick due to tis) n be prosperous in the coming yr of rabbit....... we all sama sama prosper in the rabbit yr ya!!!!!

10 nov 2010

I m so moodless today... Y is tat so????

26th sept 2010

I FINALLY GET U!!!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!! today, i finally got my 3gs.... can't wait to start using.... now its charging n my upgraded plan can start using tomolo evening onwards... yippeee......

29th August 2010

erin came to pg today n brought along her bf to intro to my family..... but they oni managed to meet me today s my parents was not free..... anyway, she was telling me how her bf changed fr using iphone 3gs to iphone4... n i took the chance to ask bout the diffs n which he wld recommend..... manatau, he recommended iphone4 which now left me in dilemma as to 3gs 16gb or iphone4...... fickle minded..... i m very fickle minded..... even the fortune teller said so too after reading my chart...... now i really dun noe which to take....

31st July 2010

well.... i din wan to blog today actually, but i read aun's gf's blog regarding his family problems n i felt a part of it too..... the whole thing actually happened mid last mth.... fr the post, aun's stepfather had passed away after falling down.... n worst is, his eldest stepsister who is 14yrs old, is currently pregnant!!!! aun is helpless n dun noe wat to do.... it got me thinking if 'he' noes bout tis.... i've oni met their stepfather n stepsisters once but i felt a bond viv them.... esp their mother but viv 2 bad news at once, its really so hard to digest.... i hope aun will b strong cos now, his mother n stepsisters will b looking at him to care for them.... i noe his burden will b increased..... not sure if 'he' wl actually take up his responsibility as the eldest brother to care for his mother n half sisters esp when 1 of them is pregnant....... i jz pray for everything to b better for their mother.....

yesterday nite, OYL, YSL, LCC n i went to Cafe de Strada for dinner (its suppose to b a bday celebration for OYL n YSL).... i actually knew the owners of tis cafe n 1 of them, Mr Wan, actually asked me a few times since their opening to go over n dine n then give feedback.... unfortunately, during tat time, i was quite bz as i was preparing for exams n went travelling sum more.... so finally yesterday nite, i was there..... the food was ok.... western n oriental oso hv.... but we had western.... the spaghetti carbonara was good, the mango frappes is nice, the environment is good too (better when compared to Harvest In), the price is ok lo but if compare viv Harvest In, then its a little too pricey d..... n additionally, Mr Wan can actually sing!!!! his voice was so good n i was mesmerized by him.... u c.... i like talented guys... esp where the talent is in music..... anyway, i m oni jz fulfilling his request to go n try food.....

tis past week was quite bz as zz went to bangi for training... though there is a relief CSR but i was still very bz.... n sum more i felt so so tired.... everyday oso very sleepy n tired.... jz now after work, i immediately went home to catch a nap b4 i went to meet up viv OYL, YSL & LCC for dinner.... eventhough i nap for 2hrs, i woke up feeling blur n eventually, my tummy is not feeling so good..... 2weeks oredi, i m feeling like tat.... s more hor, for the past few weeks, i hv bcame very gau ciak lo... had lunch at 12.30pm but by 4pm, i oredi feel very hungry..... haih..... so now hv to eat sumthing at 4pm n then go home eat rice..... plus, tis whole week, i oredi broke 2 glasses d..... last sat, i broke a bowl n wed nite, i broke my brother's fav glass...... haih.... dun noe wat is wrong oso...... had a few cuts but nothing serious......

very meaningful

FRIENDS

Accepts you as you are
Believes in you
Calls you just to say "Hi!"
Doesn't give up on you
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Helps you
Invites you over
Just to "be" with you
Keeps you close at heart
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your lives
Never judges
Offers support
Picks you up
Quiets your fears
Raise your spirits
Says nice things bout you
Tells you the truth all the time
Understands you
Values you
Walks beside you
eXplains things when you don't understand
Yells when you won't listen
and Zaps you back to reality


TATS WAT FRENS R FOR!!!! CHERISH THEM WHILE YOU CAN...... WHILE THEY CAN DO ALL THE ABOVE FOR YOU, YOU CAN DO THE SAME FOR THEM TOO!!! 5 MUSKS, I LOVE YOU GALS!!!!!

18th of July 2010

so long update blog liao cos too many things happened n it happened so fast n i was pretty bz after the last post..... last post was a happy post for frens.... but both ppl did not hv a happy ending......

i m no longer an aunty cos she had a miscarriage which oso on the other hand a blessing in disguise cos her husband is cheating outside...... at 1st, she had not wanted the child but after tat, she tot of giving it a try.... but when she had tat decision, she had a miscarriage...... when she told me she did not wan the child, i was curious to noe wat was wrong.... then she was telling bout her husband not being caring enuff to her during tat time...... but the incident, she had another blow..... her husband was lying to her.... or so she said..... infact, it was cheating lo..... he had bcome practically a diff person fr the person she once knew...... he started hanging out at clubs saying tat he got business to discuss abt.... hmmm..... discuss business need to go clubbing? clubs is the worst place to discuss cos its too noisy...... so in other words, he is there to flirt lo not business lo..... or shd i say, selling himself at the club?

anyways, after the clubs incident, came another story.... now he has another gal whom he will fetch everynite to places where most ppl knew he is married n who his wife is...... n he is not afraid of letting ppl noe at all.... worst is, tat gal is staying in the mainland n not the island....... plus, it seems tat tat gal is one of his relative who is much older than he is n not even prettier than his wife!!! bcos of tat gal, now he learns to dress up...... n lately was caught by his wife, hving lots of new clothes n pants!!!! n more lies..... according to him, its business btw them.... but business til the need to dress up n fetch the gal everynite instead of his wife n kid? infact, when his wife caught him fetching the gal, she got down her car n asked him to come down n discuss, he the BLOODY HELL JZ SMILED N DROVE OFF!!!!! WAT THE F**K!!!! guys!!! i jz hate guys like tat.... oredi done wrong n yet, instead of feeling sorry for wat he did, he make his wife feel like she was at fault!!!!!

frankly to say, my dad alwix tell me tat there is nth i can do xcept lending my ears n shoulder to her n not say so much as to break them.... but i really kenot tahan d..... watever she went thru n watever tat scumbag told her was exactly the same as wat my x said n did to me.... but he knew he was wrong when i found out n he cld even come back to beg for my forgiveness..... but its oredi a past.... wat i wan to say is, bcos of wat happened to me, i noe tat going on suffering is jz not a solution..... i really blieve she shd jz wake up n make a decision for herself n her own future n not go on torturing herself like tat..... but watever n however i try to get tis message to her oso its useless..... infact, the other 3 musks oso hv done their part to inform her but she jz let it b.... we r not sure wat she is thinking n wat was it tat is keeping her fr making the rite decision n we r oredi very tired of tokking to her (really sorry to say tis), so we z let her b....... like she told us (sum more to our face) we r not her, WE WUN UNDERSTAND..... so lets jz keep it tat we really dun understand.... when finally she wakes up n realised everything n finally get a grip of her life, she will realised tat the 3 musks was rite......


next up is another sad story to share..... tis best fren of mine is suppose to finally realise 1 of her dream.... marry her bloved...... but a day after the ROM, she announced tat she is cancelling her marriage..... fact is, tis crazy guy finally had the courage to tell her tat after 6yrs of being together, his soul jz dun hv her existance...... n his love for her was gone since tat very day he fell for a fren when he was still studying in sabah, which was 6yrs ago..... meaning to say, for the past 6yrs, he does not love my fren at all..... oni his body likes her..... dun u think he is mad? not oni tat, after a few days of quarreling n trying to get my fren to give another chance, he came up viv another lame n stupid reason for the breakup.... education background problem pula..... he is chinese-ed while we r eng-ed.... he said tat we, the eng-ed dun understand the chinese-ed thinking.... n tat gal tat he likes is chinese-ed n really understand wat he needs n wans, tats y he fell for her..... in other words, he is humiliating the eng-ed ppl for being to open minded!!! F**K man!! my fren gave up so many things for him n tis is how he repays her? oh! n he say tat they hv communication problem due to the education background reason.... he said tat he does not noe how to express his feelings in english n if he express in chinese, she wun understand..... dun u think tat its a lame xcuse?

for the past few weeks since her ROM, i hv heard so many lame reasons tat he gave for being a reason for their diff which led to all tis happening..... n i really feel tat he is really hopeless.... hopeless as in, he is really useless..... his other reasons made me feel tat he is being childish jz bcos he kenot 'luk tai'...... the 2 main reason tat made me so mad is the body n soul diff n the communication n education background thing....... c, all tis comes back to the main problem, GUYS.... they really hopeless creatures.... they r bastards, fools, scumbags n f**king pathetic..... tats y the book title read 'MEN R FR MARS, WOMEN R FR VENUS'.... so when mars meet venus, there r like 'fo sing chong tei kau'..... n viv so many things tats happening around me, i really give up getting myself attached.... being single is so much better... at least, 1stly, i m safe fr all tis unnecessary problems.... plus, viv my past experience, tis is sth which i wld rather not face nor do again.....

n i wld oso like to say:-

annie, i hope u will make the rite decision n not regret..... hoep u will get by all tis obstacles.....

hun, i will alwix support ur decision.....

btoh of u, i will alwix b there for u guys..... remember, nth is more important than putting urself at the 1st priority...... alwix think of urself b4 others...... together we sshall gambateh ne!!!!!!