18th of June 2008

for the past few days, i had wanted to update my blog but i ended up sleeping instead cos i was too tired d..... (cld u imagine jz how tired i was)... haih........... tats life isn't it? anyway, 1stly i wanted to write down a dream i had on monday nite abt a very close fren of mine..... in the dream, i was lying on his leg jz resting head like tat n his hand was stroking my head while we watch tv n he fed me fruits..... then out of sudden, he told me tat i will sleep in his room tat nite on his bed n funnily, i asked wat abt him..... n he replied tat he will b sleeping on the floor in his room lo..... he sound so real its like he was really by my side!!! its really his voice tats talking to me n its really his hand tat is stroking my head while i rest my head on his leg!!!! i really cld not blieve tat i actually dreamt tis so real.... infact tis is oredi the 2nd time!!! previously it was jz actions n no talking, tis time it really felt so real.... i can even feel his warmth...... but he n i r jz frens, bro n sis nia!!!! how cld tis b? i cldnt b so man crazy m i?



2ndly, i m happy tat my appraisal has improved fr last yr n tat the points given is acceptable...... hope next yr will b better.....



3rdly, i went to QBM after work today viv zam to look for accessories for our dinner dress.... i purposely park at the central zone as i wan to walk down sakae there.... n i saw him there.... he was working.... so happy to c him since i din c him for the past 1 week d.... been very very bz last week as i was bz viv my trip planning n exams..... tis week leh, i bz viv my dinner pula..... tis coming sat is my co dinner n i m having headache d....... haih............

15th of June 2008

finally exams is over n i m free!!!!!! burning midnite oil for the past few days viv so much to read n fit into the small brain of mine viv limited space of memory proves to b a very hard task to accomplish!!! gd things is i did not spot questions cos i dun noe since i m still new to all tis.... a few questions tat i guess even the lecturer din realise will come out n infact a topic tat he totally did not even ocver n it was not even stated in the manual the college gave us..... so in the end i had to ose my own logic thinking to answer tat question.... i guess my classmates oso facing the same.... but we will still feedback to our lecturer on tis so tat he can xplain to us for our information..... now i m back home, updating tis blog of mine as well as reading my best frens' blogs n listening to my fav tunes n catching up viv my fav series too!!!!! M-U-L-T-I-T-A-S-K-I-N-G!!!!! tats wat i m pretty good at.... haha!!!!

07th of June 2008

finally did sth rite after so long.... felt so relieved after cutting all ties viv him.... tis is the best thing tat i ever did for myself.... tis is the best way to go.....

03rd of June 2008 - DAMN frustrating day!!!

CUSTOMERS R REALLY DAMN HARD TO PLEASE!!!!! WHEN U R BEING TO COOL TOWARDS THEM, THEY FILE A COMPLAINT TAT U R BEING RUDE!!! BUT WHEN U TREAT THEM BETTER, LIKE A FREN OF OURSELF, THEY SAY TAT 'SHE IS CHATTING ON THE PHONE WITH HER "FREN" ' N CALL U "INEXPERIENCE, POOR SERVICE, EXTREME SLOW. HOW WONDERFUL!"



WAT THE F**K!!!!! i noe tat he is working in the factory (MOTOROLA SUM MORE!!!) N NOT in the SERVICE line like i m N i oso noe tat he is very DAMN "EDUCATED" but tat does not mean tat he can file complaint like he owns the BANK!!!! DAMN HIM!!!! F**K HIM!!!! N SUM MORE CLAIM TAT HE WAS PUT INTO 'A SCENARIO WHICH IS WORST THAN "WORST"!!!' WAT THE F**K!!!!



1stly, he complaint for waiting for 30mins b4 his turn when there is oni 1 no. in front of him... FACT IS, my partner cleared a no. for me rite b4 she went out for lunch n then past over to me to proceed viv the opening... after tat customer, i called the next no. n proceed viv the customer to open account... n jz when i was abt to go upstair to collect the account opening form fr the e-bds, a regular customer of mine called to enquire balance as well as enquire more bout re-application of credit card n after my explanation, the customer told me tat he will arrange his time to come over to the branch n to submit re-application.... but he said tat he will come roughly sumwhere end of the mth SO OUT OF COURTESY, i told the customer tat i wun b in town tis mth end n the customer asked if i m going travelling so i told him yes n tat i will b on leave fr 25th of june til 1st of july cos going to hk.... n reminded him tat either to come b4 or after my trip.... mana tau tis DAMN IDIOT WHO THINK HE IS SO DAMN SMART actually 'THINKS' tat i m talking to my fren!!!!!!!!!

i blieve tat he oso does go travelling la... n plus i blieve tat his colls oso will look for him if they need him la...... SO HE WILL OSO TELL HIS PIERS TAT HE WILL OFF TO TRAVELLING N WILL ONI B BACK A FEW DAYS LATER LA!!!!!! IF LIKE TAT, THEN HE IS CHATTING VIV HIS FREN LO BOUT HIS TRIP TO DUN NOE WHERE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U SAY LA!!! I DARE TO BLIEVE TAT HE IS DAMN INCONSIDERATE WAN LO SINCE HE CAN FILE SUCH COMPLAINT!!!!

but no matter how, i strongly blieves tat 'wat comes around, goes around'..... so i bet he will face the same situation he put me in later on n he will then realise tat he had wronged me now!!!! but i sure hope tat he will get it back worst than me!!!! like he said, worst than 'worst' viv no words to xpress my disapointment!!!!! REALLY DAMN HIM!!!! haih.... talking bout tis oso make me angry!!!! dun ever ever let me come across him yet again but on a reverse position OR I"LL MAKE HIS LIFE WORST THAN "WORST"!!!!

31st May 2008 - happy happy day!!!

today is a very happy happy day for me..... reason being, my hong kong trip is finally finalised!!!!!! so so SO HAPPY!!!!!! I FELT SO HIGH NOW N SO IN THE MOOD!!!!! very very happy...... yesterday when oyi gave me a call n said tat our trip might hv to b cancelled, i had mixed feelings cos i hv been planning for tis since last yr.... but on the other hand, i cld not blame her cos it was her gd chance to finally change a better job, which i was very happy for her.... so i tot today's trip to the tour agent is jz merely booking not confirming.... but wat happened today was diff.... the agent told us tat the tax will increase starting tomolo, so its purchase cheap now or take up xpensively nest week when oyi can confirm her tix.... n due to my leave was approved oredi so i cld not do anything to it anymore.... plus, rachel (oyi's coll who is going viv us) oso said tat she can oni make it in june n not july tat we hv to finalised june's trip instead.... tot of either going earlier or later n then xtend but my leave cld no longer change so, 25th-30th of june it is tat we hv confirmed!!!!! after we had confirmed our flights, both rachel n i were on cloud 9 n as xcited as little kids going to the park.... we were non-stop making plans of wat we were going to do there n wat to buy n look for there...... really really xcited!!!! finally, i m going to hong kong!!!!!



other than tis happy decision, i had a bad 1.... i had dreams tis past few nites n on of it was i dreamt tat i met tat bitch n she was staring at me like she was afraid tat i will hurt her.... but instead, even when i knew she was staring at me, i jz walked away as if i dun even noe her at all.... frankly, after being brainwashed by oyi n long thinking, i agree tat oyi was rite... since both of them did wat they did to me, i bet the God saw tat.... n as a Buddhist who blieves in karma, i blieve tat wat goes around comes around....... its jz a matter of time nia..... so let it b.....



n i finally oso made up my mind tat i will pay my godbro a visit at his new hse since he asked me to n tat if both x n bitch saw my car n x calls, i will noe wat to say.... 1st of all, i will stop my supplementary line come 7th of june..... i blieve tat wat is said n done, is completed d..... wat shd b paid off tis live oredi settled d.....



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lately, i was made to admit tat i like looking at a guy who works in a restaurant tat i alwix dine in...... frankly, i noticed ivan quite awhile oredi but i din really realised tat... last fri when oyi n i dined there n he, who took our drink orders, ACTUALLY forgot to bring us our green tea!!!! when we realised tat, oyi was smiling away saying tat he was too happy serving us tat he forgot our drinks!!!!! then after tat, i scalded my hand while filling hot water into my cup cos i was busy noticing a plate almost falling out fr the kaiten belt which was caused by the other table's customer accidentally dropping his chopsticks on the kaiten belt n then trying to pick it up.... too bad, he did not walk past our table cos the table was wet n i asked the nearest waiter to wipe it dry n the waiter asked wat happened.... oyi told him tat i scalded my hand while filling up hot water n he asked if i was alright.... oyi asked him to bring a cup of iced water for me to dip my fingers in.... i guess ivan saw tat i was dipping my fingers in the cup when he finally walked by but he din stop by to ask la..... n he was busy talking to customers at another table.... now i m really curious to noe who r they..... by then, he is oredi off office hrs d.... n saw him leaving the restaurant for home..... haih................ if oni he was the one who walked by our table when i ask to wipe the table dry n he was the one who brought me the iced water..... haih............. but then again... he dun noe tat i like looking at him lo.... so let it b la.....



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tis few days was very busy for me.... finally its time tat i can update all my pending documents..... since my partner is back fr maternity, n tat she can finally take over her filings, i hv more time to my own filings..... but its a big mess as most was accumulated since last yr..... hopefully after tis few weeks of hardwork to finish up all the pendings, everything will return to its normal pace n runs smoothly fr there...... i oso hope to make my dept work best but it takes time lo since my partner is still new..... hope tat she can pick up soon enuff so tat we can run tis dept smoothly........ kampatei onu n zz!!!!! we will make it....... i oso hope tat tis round of auditors, zz n i can learn more fr our mistakes to make improvements for the next auditors..... i blieve we will make it!!!!



exams is jz 2 weeks away n i m still unprepared!!!! haih..... hopefully, i will b prepared by then..... after exams, is our company's Annual Dinner n then a few days after tat, i will b off to hong kong d...... time does flies..... i dun even noe wat i actually did tis past 5 mths..... felt like it was jz yesterday tat i celebrated New Yr.... n now its oredi 31st of May oredi!!!!! haih...... its like i hv no life at all..... i bet many will agree viv me...... 5mths oredi past n yet nth was done...... i shd get a life man!!!! haih....................



haha!!! but then again, i finally did sth in june..... tat is going to hong kong!!!!! haha!!!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!!!

the world is jz so small

the world is really so small..... tat day i had an instinct to check email n found out tat he had moved in to tat bitch's new hse.... mana tau, my godbro who had oso jz moved in is staying in the same block n sum more a few floors above them!!!!

finally, an answer to my curiosity

well, finally i noe tat he is attached.... finally built enuff courage n plus by chancem i got to asked him bout tis..... n u will never how small the world is...... yuan lai, wk noes him.... but dun noe y the moment wk said tat he noes him, i had a sudden vision tat he is oso like wk too! then i brushed it off cos i dun really noe him..... but the vision is jz so strong..... haha!!! he jz came back fr holidays viv his gf 2 weeks ago.... n tat was when i had the chance to ask.... n cos i bought a new ring n wore it on my right middle finger, he was looking at it!!! infact when he came to my office, he is still like usual, alwiz looking at my table.... n it so happen tat day i had a customer at my desk for 1/2hr when he came.... i was supposed to go out for lunch at 11.30am but i was delayed until 12.05pm.... he came at 11.50am.... but then again, he is attached d.... so my infatuation is jz up to the level of jz looking at him nia..... but i guess i will not do so d since i had tat vision i mentioned above.... haha!!!

time really do pass by very quickly.... now its oredi almost end of may n going to june d... felt like i din do much at all in terms of work n socially xcept watching series........... been watching all the latest series til going bonkers d.... but i still love it so much..... haha!!!! no matter how oso, i will hv to stop for a few weeks d cos my exams is around the corner nia..... i wonder how will i fare in tis exams............. haih............

oh ya! regarding my blog dtd 25th april 2008 (if not mistaken) bout my officer saying my customer being selfish, well...... my abm finally got hold of her n counsel her for tat n she denied ever saying it when the were 3 of us there listening to wat she said!!!!! she kept saying tat she never said the word selfish at all.... she said it in mandarin ma!!!! kek si wa nia..... but who cares!!! she did say tat anyway.... i did not go on quarrelling viv her bout it cos the moment she started to deny, i oredi start to lose my mood for lunch d.... i was eating at tat time when she denied.... i told her tat she did say but she kept denying n in the end, i lost my mood to eat..... luckily another coll of mine who was having lunch together viv us gave me a signal not to talk anymore cos she noticed tat i lost my mood to eat d.... her look was like 'dun-say-any-longer-or-u-may-jz-end-up-not-eating-at-all'... so i kept quiet n even though she still got continue saying, my coll jz snapped at her saying tat no matter how oso, she kenot say wat she said n tat idiot kept quiet..... i almost abt to lose ctrl n throw my rice away d n walked out of the pantry if not for my coll to stop me.... really kek si!!!!!

tis few days the weather is so hot tat how i hope i cld take a long dip in a pool of cold water.........